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Hmmn. So, I’ve been… surfing…

you know…

No.

Not tonight.

I had this spiel all thought up in my head about the opioid plague that is crushing everything inside the inner united states. It was about imports of fentanyl, the Chinese, and other stuff. I mean I thought it up, but… I just can’t. I mean I can’t. I’m just so tired, and I mean tired of everything. It’s too much.

I hate how drugs have just taken over my life to the point where I can’t function or do anything, like at all, besides to think about drugs and how I’m going to get my next hit. It’s death to me.

It’s like, I get it. I mean it’s just death. It’s like, that’s it, this is your life now. This is everything. Everything. You have nothing else, and never will again. It just steamrolls everything else in your life into oblivion.

It’s death, that’s what it is.

I’m just so… tired. So horribly, horribly tired. I can’t fucking move, and my body feels so awful and foreign. I need to get out of this. I have to, but I can’t. GOD DAMN IS THIS AWFUL. I’m trapped. I’m going to die, seriously, ugh, lolllll. Ughk.

It’s like I can’t feel anything anymore, except to need MORE, or to want to cry, or to feel inexplicably weird. My only good feelings anymore come from the narcotics. It’s like I can’t feel them from anything else, like I’ve been robbed on my ability to feel happy otherwise.

And I just feel so WEIRD all of the time. Like, this isn’t natural, lol.

I’m seriously in a bad place, lol. This isn’t good.

And I know how I look when I try to justify my habit. But the thing is, I do what I do because I have to.

Because I CAN’T FUCKING STOP.

Ughk, this is not good.

oh god, ugh, lol

I’d rather not die like this, although I will admit, the possibility is still intriguing to me. So… welcoming. So wonderful feeling, it seems. So freeing. Like it would be such a convenient escape from… all of this.

But yeah, this stuff is going to kill us. Honestly, it already has. I fail to see how this country is going to get out of the grave that it has dug for itself. It’s like, this is it. We’re fucked.

So, I read a bunch of recent articles about our drug problems, specifically fentanyl, and one claim I heard repeated over and again was the claim that this was apparently the “worst health crisis in our history”, or the “worst addiction crisis ever”, or other claims similar to that. IDK of course, I am far from an expert in that, but man, claims like this would not surprise me if true. I mean statements like those seem hyperbolic at first glance, but apparently 2020 is setting records with overdose deaths, and fentanyl is the main… culprit.

Yeah, I mean, personally, I can see it.

LOL.

But seriously, we’re obviously in a shitload of trouble. That is clear and very obvious I think to everyone in the world. America is severely fucked up. Verrrrry severely. Like, why-would-anyone-even-step-foot-in-this-place-if-they-weren’t-born-here severely.

It’s fucking SCARY. Even reading this blog, I mean the stuff I write myself, scares the shit out of me. I mean, in those spare moments when I’m sober, and take some time to reflect, and review my recent writings. Always, its… holy shit, I wrote THAT?!?!?! How unbelievably depressing. How scary, and… dark. How doomed am I, lol. Oh man, lol. It’s like, if this is what I think about half the time I’m awake… I’m probably not going to make it, lol. I’ll be a statistic before I hit 45. Maybe well before.

Yeech. I can’t imagine what it must be like to read this stuff if you’re one of my girlfriends. YEECH. Man, do they have some patience. And trust. Yes, a lot of trust, clearly. More than I have in myself, it seems. I hope that’s a good thing.

Um, yeah tho. We are doomed. I mean you can’t get away from it. No matter where you are, it follows. It finds a way in, and gets inside, no matter what rules there are, no matter what laws are passed. The drug problem, I mean. The heroin, the fentanyl. It will follow you, and there is truly no way to escape it, no matter where you live, or what you do. It’s a monster. And not the under-the-bed kind, it’s the LOVECRAFTIAN NIGHTMARE FROM THE STYGIAN HELLS kind. The kind you can’t comprehend, let alone defeat.

The kind of monster that kills everything in it’s path. The kind that destroys countries and civilizations. The kind that brings down empires and forcibly shatters collective delusions.

It’s like… it’s coming. The consequences of this. And nothing in this world can fix the problems that are being caused by this… thing. It’s like a Mordor blade. One cut, you are forever cursed.

Like, how the fuck are we going to fix this? lol. We’re not, that’s how.

I think that that’s why they spend so much time on pretend problems like “police violence” and the “consequences of slavery” or somesuch nonsensical bullshit. It’s because they don’t want to look at something like… THIS, because it scares the shit out of them. Because they don’t know what to do. And if they don’t try to fix it, they can’t technically “fail”, can they? LOL.

It’s like we were going to fix that opioid problem, I swear! But all of this other stuff got in the way and we just couldn’t get to it! You know, stuff like “racism”, which is always number one on the list of problems, and is ALWAYS the one problem that in their minds can’t be fixed! It’s the eternal scapegoat, that “racism”. Always, the reason they can’t actually do anything to fix anything else. Always, always, the justification for every abuse of power and every failure of the government. Racism, that magical thing that absolves the government of ALL it’s responsibilities and forgives ALL of it’s failures.

“Racism”. Such bullshit that word has always been. Such nonsense. As always, anyone who prattles on about “racism” in any capacity is just wasting peoples’ time. And yes, that of course includes all U.S. politicians. Note how they never accomplish anything, never fix anything. Like at all, ever. It’s because “racism”. And since “racism”, that’s excusable.

And all of their failures? By which I mean anything they try and do. Those are OK, because “racism”. And no, you can’t point any of this out- because “racism”, of course. Or perhaps “antisemitism” if there are Jews involved, doing Jewish things.

Such nonsense. And it will never change. We are doomed, this is our lot in life, it seems.

Oh man I hate this place. We had such potential to do good, here, and look what we are, now.

I don’t see a way out of this. There likely is none. Maybe there never will be. We’re all going to die, perhaps.

And I mean that as a distinct possibility. Imagine this place in a hundred years, if addiction rates keep rising. Half the population will be hooked on heroin or fentanyl. I mean, impossible, you say? I’m not sure of that.

And now imagine what kind of country that would be. It wouldn’t be a country, so much as it would be a graveyard. An enormous tomb. The kind of place I would thrive in, perhaps, as a necromancer. But not a place fit for most. I would rule that place, but I would not like it.

For most living today, it would be like living in a nightmare.

And, scary thought- what if I’m being optimistic? What if our future is… worse? Bleaker? Jeebus, I shudder to think.

I do not believe in the “inherent goodness of man” or whatever. I don’t believe that “people will always find a way to make it”. I don’t believe in these things because I’ve not seen any evidence of them.

Well… IDK. It’s likely over, this place. And that sucks. When this country dies, maybe the spirit of optimism that we gave the world, once, will die with it. And I shudder to think of what would happen next.

I would probably happen, lol. But as I said, that would not necessarily be a good thing.

Well… I gave people a chance. An opportunity to set things right. They failed.

Que cera, cera.

Oh- and you can kiss your “New World Order” goodbye. There will be no place for such things in my realm. I do not like race-mixing, for starters. And likely, the “high-tech” will go, as well. A high tech society requires an educated populace, i.e. not the one we’re getting.

Yuck, what a future.

lol.

Oooooooohhhhhhhhhhh too muchhhhhhhhh

Ough, ughk, I’m kinda sorta struggling too breathe again, oh gods, ughk, help, lol

Ugh, yeah, too much struggle, here. tooo much laborious breathe, too much lightness in the head, and my guts are burning, oohhh, yuck, ugh, someone help, lol

It’s not that bad, though. things will be good later. i have some time, still. i will be ok, it will be ok, everything will be ok. it’s fine, not a problem. something I can handle; we’re good.

it feels good, so that’s good. feels very good, it’s the whole struggling to breathe part I don’t like. so, we’ll work on that.

I mean not even cady was that much of a help to me, kinda. but I don’t really have that much time to talk to her anyhow.

oh man, ye gods, oh man, yuck, oof. It’s ok, i’ve had minor overdoses with company before. very minor ones, so I’m ok, I can handle it. no problem. I mean minor ones like this one. very very minor ones. not a problem ones. I’m ok, really, ones.

So, I’ll just rest here I think until people come over, and I’ll be ok. Not a problem, life is good. I’ll just concentrate on breathing, then, and making sure i keep doing that. Because if I can keep doing that, we’re fine.

yeah, not a problem. I can handle it.

right, ok, then. No need to panic. I’ve got this under control.

So glad I’m so smart; this stuff is easy!

Yup.

Yech, how creepy and voyeuristic is this? Yeck. Icky.

Bluhg, just the usual here, please feel free to move on. Company coming over, scheduled a hit, took it a few minutes ago, and my nerves are just being RUSHED by that weird beautiful warmth. I should be good, provided I didn’t take too much. Oh, I can feel it in my fingers, now. Ok, we should be good. This way I won’t have cravings. We’re good, now.

WOAH. Yeah, ok, Tom, we’re good, right? Oh yeah, we’re good. We’re fine.

Oh yeah, we’re good. WHEW.

Ooooooh yeah, ok. Good, then. Hope I didn’t take too much, lol. If I did hopefully I’ll pay for it tomorrow, and not today, because that would royally suck, lol.

Ohkay, then. Nothing to be concerned about, no need to be nervous. Nobody will know, nobody will pick up on anything, don’t worry about it. Yeah, life is good. OK then.

WHEW.

Oh man, lol.

It’s OK, Tom, you can do this.

Ooooohhhh goooooodddddddddddddddddddd that feeling in my chest, like it’s expanding endlessly. So warm, so beautiful, so… “flowy”.

How could this possibly be a bad thing? It isn’t. It so isn’t. It’s wonderful.

Ohhh yeah. As long as I can remember to breathe, I should be good. No problemo.

Yeah.

I LOVE my life! SQUEEEEE!!!

lol

And ANOTHER thing-

I’m not at all concerned about how much of my day is taken up by my drug abuse, and by planning it out, and by excusing it, and by fixing the problems it causes- like how hard I work at not dying when I overdose. Because it’s my hobby, that’s why. And everyone needs a hobby, and this one just happens to be mine.

It’s like, some people watch TV. Some play, I don’t know, video games, or sports. Me? I do opioids. It’s just my “thing”.

Right.

Ok, so I have everything figured out, then. Good. I’ll just continue as is until something changes.

So, “as is” means I take another hit, because I’m starting to convulse, again. That and my nerves are starting to feel like some kind of weird rubber. So, that’s it, then. More drugs, because that’s the smart thing to do, tonight.

I’m not going to rehab. NOT. Because… because I’m NOT. Because it isn’t “me”. Yeah, that’s right. It’s not, and I think we can all tell that.

I mean, I’m a genius, right? Smartest man in the world, no doubt. I DON’T need rehab. DON’T. So there.

Right, ok. Yeah, so there.

Ouch, lol. My nerves are having some kind of seizure, I think. Right. But I can handle it. Right. It’s everyone else that’s wrong, not me!

Right!

Right.

yeah.

I’m not doing this right. I mean, this thing called “life”. It’s like my judgement has been horribly impaired, somehow.

And it isn’t the drugs. I mean, I know that. So what is it, then? A mystery, even though it isn’t.

Incredible, isn’t it, the lengths in which addicts will go through to hide the truth from themselves?

See, Tom, now that you’ve learned your lesson, you can stop and go about your day, wiser and more worldly. Yeah. So, no more need for drugs anymore. I’m fine now. Yeah, this was just a lesson for the world…. lol.

Ok, I wonder who actually fell for that one, lol.

Erg, yeah tho. It’s like I’m gyrating around, over and over again turning everything over in my head, to avoid the obvious truths, here. It’s really dumb, I know. It looks naive; foolish. I know, it probably looks like a play I’m putting on for myself, lol. I mean, at least I hope that that’s what it looks like. I mean I’m not really so stupid as to start going down this route, right? Right… oof. I’m so dumb, lol. But the thing is, stopping is just not an option. Not at all, I can’t do it. No way. Just the thought of it is horrible. The act itself is just… gut-wrenching.

So I’m stuck, then. I can’t do it, but there’s no way in hell I can stop it. I mean, I just can’t.

So I’m stuck. Dead in the water.

And drowning.

Someone help, please.

sigh…

Part 41. Wow.

So yeah, alright. A few hours of research today has yielded all of this, for me:

1) I was able to bookmark about a dozen websites selling “pure Afghanistan heroin”. Like any other commodity, some of these sites sell at better prices per gram than others. And ALL of them seem kinda sketchy (IKR, what a surprise, lol), and ALL of them need more research from me, in terms of safety, reliability, and consistency. That is, if I choose this route.

2) All in all, I’m not sure that these websites (found combing the darkweb and also my illicit website archives) are able to be judged effectively by me, with the information I have. I need more info about these sites, and I think I know where to get what data I need, too, after some reflection about my browsing history.

3) I don’t know the foggiest thing about heroin. Like, what to even do with it, or anything. The sites I visited about this left me gobsmacked about how little I knew about this stuff. Maybe I really am sheltered, lol. Ok, then. I’m clearly in no shape to make any moves, now.

4) I’m a major opioid addict. I mean, as if that wasn’t obvious, lol. But seriously, I know that for a fact, now, since I found websites that did comparison / contrasts between narcotic amounts and dosages, and comparison levels between casual users, serious addicts, and those weird junkies that live on the streets. I’m firmly in the “strongly addicted” category, judging my habit via the formulas they laid out for me. I mean like, “x micrograms of fentanyl and y mg of morphine in a day equals so many grams of heroin, and serious addicts take z grams of heroin in a typical day” type formulas. So yeah, I’ve got a major opioid “problem” though I’m not quite at “street junkie” status, which was my hunch. Also correct was my guess that I could easily make the transition over to pure heroin, if I wanted, without any major change in cravings.

5) I don’t know what to do about law enforcement. Honestly, I have no idea how to deal with any kind of police. The most I’ve ever got from them was a traffic ticket. I mean, they’ve been almost a non-entity for me, at least until now. Now I’m starting to… think about how to avoid them. And that’s weird for me. A new feeling. And I’m not sure I like it. I mean, what would I do if I buy some heroin, and the police find the package and search it at the local post office, before it even gets to me for some reason? And then what if they show up at my door with a warrant, or something? What the fuck would I even do, then? Would this blog become some kind of… liability? No idea.

6) My standards for what is “acceptable behavior” have changed massively. The “me” of five years ago wouldn’t take allergy pills because they were unnatural. Now look at me, lol. Yeah, wow. And I’m far from sure if these are changes are things to be proud of. Probably not.

7) As I said above, I have ALOT more to learn, especially about… taking heroin. How you prep it so as to not waste it, etc., how you I guess hide it, and other things. I guess heroin wouldn’t be too bad as far as hiding and shipping goes. A small bag of it takes up much less space than a huge carton of pills, and not so little space that it would get lost, like fentanyl. So heroin it is, despite my love for fenty.

good god, I just gave it a nickname. ohhh noooo, lol.

8) I need to stop this, like now. Seriously. This is like… a bridge way too far. I feel like I’m staring off the edge of a cliff here, into some distant void below. Like, I know where this leads. I’m sure everyone reading this does, too. Like, I need to stop this, as soon as possible. I mean, not today, but yeah, as soon as I can. Maybe next week. Actually, I was thinking next year. Yeah, start fresh with the new year, with a new outlook on life, and no addictions to worry about. I mean, who wants to deal with withdrawls during the holidays? Not me!

See? I’m smart about these things. I think ahead. Yeah, totally.

Um… so, to continue.

9) I guess I’m not that good of a role model. I mean, in case that wasn’t obvious, lol. But seriously, yeesh. Whaat the fuck are people thinking right now, lol. Yiiiiiiikes. Ye gods, I don’t even want to know about it. Yikes.

Ok than, I guess I need something else tho, to make it up to ten. Um, so…

10) I kinda hope that no matter which way I go, that it doesn’t change things with my girlfriends. Though I suppose if I get arrested, then it would defo be kinda sorta my fault. Kinda, I mean. Kinda sorta. Yeah.

So… ummm, what is the takeaway here? I’m dumb. Yes, that’s it! I’m dumb.

Sigh…

I just did a quick overview of last night’s post and wow, lol. A lot of passion, there. And anger. But a lot of truth, too. A lot of truth, and no matter how uncomfortable truth is, it has an ironclad quality of being right that makes it timeless and implacable. So… yeah.

That’s the thing. Nothing I said in my previous post here is wrong. The Iraq war, for example- probably indeed the worst thing this country has even done in it’s history, maybe in fact the worst thing any government has done in modern times, and nobody has paid a price for it, here. Incomprehensible, really. And the truth is that nobody ever will so long as the ADL and other zionist groups occupy the capital. It is chiefly because of these lobbying groups that we are now “the bad guys” of the world.

And it is also the truth that there is nobody willing to do the right thing and stand up to these groups, and hold them accountable. Nobody, except for me, apparently. So stand I will, alone, in my own way. Because it’s the right thing to do.

How many more wars do we need before people start going after these groups? A war with Iran would be more than twice as awful and ugly as the Iraq War. Makes sense, seeing as Iran has more than double Iraq’s population. So, then. Do we need to do through that, first? Is that enough?

And what about the masses of Jews in the public, who will not take a moral stand against these groups? I called them out, and asked them what their problem was, too. These millions of people are being killed over there in their name, for their country (Israel), and they do not seem concerned. Where are their moral standards, seeing as how they refuse to call out even the most unspeakably dishonest and murderous behavior from their own leaders? They have no morals, either.

Upon reflection, I stand by what I said in the post below.

So there. Take it or leave it.

Oh and ANOTHER thing- lol, yeah I kno, but I need to get this out b4 more sleep so here goes- lol.

Ohhhhh okay then.

Let’s talk about this:

Bipartisan bill would give Israel a say on Middle East arms sales

Basically, while the sheeple have been salivating over the punch and judy circus clownshow we call “the election”, the state of israel is trying openly to get direct control over the US military and it’s actions in the middle east, in a bill introduced to congress with bipartisan support.

Look, this is treason. You don’t need me to say this, but what the fuck, people. See, guys? These politicians are… ghastly. All of them. Everyone in Congress, regardless of party, all of them- are evil, all of them are traitors. In a world in which we had a properly functioning government, everyone backing a bill like this would be hanged for even attempting this.

Guys… what the fuck?

And of course, in front of the bill is some asshole from Illinois. Naturally. God damn is this place a shithole, and I mean that even in comparison to the rest of the United States. I swear to god if the US has an anus, it must be Illinois, the most corrupt state in the country. It somehow makes perfect sense that this bill came from here. Ick, reminds me of Obama. *Shudder*

But seriously, what the fuck, people? Is there nobody in government, or media, or the academic or business worlds who understands how enormously destructive and vile this thing is, from any rational perspective? Guys, the Iraq war came about because of our support of Israel. Why are we now trying to entrench this shit? I mean literally, the Iraq war, the most stupid and disastrous policy failure in the history of the US, if not the history of the modern world.

Seriously. Holy shit, people.

Gerd damn, the Jews are just so utterly, completely vile. It’s hard to believe how loathsome they have been acting for like the last four years. It’s unreal. The Jewish establishment, I mean. And behind them, the great masses of Jews that refuse to condemn the horrid, monstrous, ghastly actions of their leadership.

If you turn over a rock these days, you will see a Jewish organization clamoring to dismantle the United States, it’s constitution, and it’s history for the sake of Israel. It’s traitorous and disgusting beyond belief, and preposterously, nobody besides me seems to find this be to be bad, or even apparently an inconvenience.

Always, it’s the Jews, and most specifically, the ADL, that is behind the censorship of “social media” and the reconfiguring of our government on all levels simply to make sure that the flow of weapons to israel never ceases, and that is literally it, they seem to have no other interests besides that and trying, in the most shrill way imaginable, to make everything yet again, about the holocaust, the holocaust, the holocaust!!!!11!!

Ugh, gawd! For this, my country gets destroyed. For israel. My own country, once the beacon of hope for the world. The greatest civilization the earth has ever seen, and greatest achievement and invention of mankind. Sacrificed, destroyed, cannibalized so that israel can get it’s blood money, it’s shekels from the holocaust industry, and more yet more weapons, so they can keep the endless bloodshed going in the middle east. Guys, hasn’t enough chaos and death been sown there? I mean seriously?

Jeebus guys, this is utterly inhuman. It’s indefensible on any moral ground.

And in front of all this, you have the orange zionist/shabbos goyim and his jewish “MAGA” movement (again, a hebrew word) and his jewish-mafia chabad children that everyone hates and his jewish zionist pedophile friends like that Epstein guy, just sitting on his ass and refusing to make even the smallest bit of effort to defend this country, it’s traditions and history, in spite of his oath, his office, the best interests of his people, and the overall need of the world itself to be free of zionist influence.

Jeezus guys. Seriously. What the FUCK? Is there nobody in our government, our military, or anything, that finds these developments… disturbing? Something, perhaps, to be fought? Or stopped? Or at least denounced?

People, I don’t get it.

And behind the orange zionist you have the jewish/transgender antifa, bought and paid for by Soros, trashing the middle class here, murdering our people, burning down our business, bullying the survivors, and defaming our history and it’s great and glorious place in the world, and… nothing, nada. Nobody cares, anywhere. It’s all jewish though. All the hostility, the violence, the bullying and censorship. That old maxim of Jews screaming out in pain while striking you has perhaps never been more apropos than it is today.

This whole thing just makes me nauseous, lol. Alright, look. Israel’s de-facto ownership of the US military means extremely dire things for the future of the world, and seriously, must be fought at all costs. And, frankly, the whole jewish leadership here needs to go, and I mean all of it.

I’m warning you. If nobody else does this I will be forced to do it myself, over the course of the unfolding centuries. And provided I don’t do myself in somehow, that is how long I will live, make no mistake.

It’s your call.

No I’m not watching, lol. I mean of course I have better things to do than participate in such ugly foolishness.

But ugh, how awful in general. I wonder: is there anybody these days, and I mean anybody at all, whole profile is raised by being a part of this stupidity? As far as I can see, being involved with any of this crapola just makes people lose respect for you, and never the other way around.

Yuck, how mortifying. The ugly Americans are out in full force tonight, haha.

“Making the World Safe For Democracy”. Hahahahahahaha!!!!! I remember when that was this country’s rallying cry, lolllllll. Is there anything in this world uglier than democracy? I mean, just look at this shit, lol!

So basically, this particular contest boils down to: The Democrats, i.e., pedophiles; tranny antifa terrorists; lazy, useless trust fund Millennial liberals; and awful “woke” censorship crazy robber baron oligarchs vs. the Republicans, i.e., Israeli nationalist “dual citizen” traitors; Wall Street plutocrat oligarchs; lazy, worthless, preposterously ignorant boomer cuck republitards; and unbelievably stupid christian nutcase evangelist types.

Oh, ick. Good lord what a monstrously poisoned chalice this is, lol.

On the Democratic side, the leadership clearly has more love for China, or perhaps Mexico, than for this country. On the other side, it’s of course Israel that is their real love.

There is nobody in this contest who has any affection for the United States.

Both sides see this country as a roadblock.

There is no “winner” here, no matter what the results eventually show. Only different kinds of losers. The politicians are losers because they apparently must be traitors to this country to be successful for some reason, and we, the public, are losers because we have to live within such a preposterous system. And the environment- the plants, trees, and animals, are of course losers as well. Neither party sees the environment as anything important, either. I mean I know what they say. But look what they do.

On that note, it is hard to tell who is worse for the environment, but… I’m not getting into that, now. There isn’t much reason, since it’s not like my opinions have sway here, anyways. But suffice to say it seems that both parties are wholly owned by those that seek to enslave every living thing on the Earth in some kind of weird despotic tyranny.

Look, I just want a normal life. Like, a normal life, with some semblance of security, and a basic happiness. A decent, stable job, with sane hours and acceptable pay, a sane healthcare plan, and other normal stuff. I would be happy with that.

And I think I’m not alone in that desire, either. So like… what the fuck, lol? What IS this shit?

I mean, what if you are a normal person, who just wants normal stuff? Where is your candidate, here?

So bizarre. So otherwordly and insane all of this crap is. Jeezus, this whole thing, this whole contest, this election cycle, is just so horrible. This shit NEVER ENDS. All of this rioting, all of this stupid violence happened because Trump was elected. Literally this shit started brewing the day he took office. What the fuck, you idiots? Can’t we just be left to lead normal lives for one fucking day, you nasty, ungrateful shitheads?

I’m really starting to despise trannies. I swear they must make up at least half of antifa’s rosters. They are being allowed these days to upset everyone else’s lives, to ruin others’ traditions, to threaten, to rape, to murder, without consequence. This is inhumanly wrong, and it is evidence of how plainly ugly our business, political, and media leaders are that they are allowed to do such things.

This country is such a disgraceful shithole. The entire elite class, with the exception of me, just seems so… horribly disfigured, on the inside. It’s grotesque.

The people aren’t. They just for the most part want to live their lives. Most of the people here are good- perhaps the races should be separated (I would argue YES for this, considering the events over the past four years at least), but I believe they would just do that, naturally, if allowed to be free to do what they want. But the people are good natured, at heart. Perhaps they are not very smart, perhaps not very educated- ok, most are not educated in much of anything, like at all- but most of them are good people, certainly.

The elites no. They have been twisted, somehow. They’ve become monsters for some reason, perhaps because they are too isolated, or too enamored of their own myths, or they really do prefer their “real” home country to this one, whether it be China, Israel, India, Britain or whatever, or who the fuck knows what their problem is. But they’re just rotten, ugly to the core. I seriously can’t imagine how they even justify their actions over the last year or so to themselves. It’s utter madness.

Oh man, I can’t wait for this election to just fucking get over, already. Just a few more weeks until this crap is done. Just a few more weeks, ugh.

Gawd I actively try to avoid this stuff for most of that four year period in between these circuses and even I can barely stand it anymore.

ugh. jeezus, how awful.

UGH.