{"id":1969,"date":"2016-06-16T21:41:59","date_gmt":"2016-06-17T02:41:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=1969"},"modified":"2016-06-16T21:41:59","modified_gmt":"2016-06-17T02:41:59","slug":"a-few-thoughts-on-taylor-tom","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=1969","title":{"rendered":"A Few Thoughts on Taylor + Tom"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Staged.  Of course.<\/p>\n<p>I mean, I would know, obviously.<\/p>\n<p>But\u2026 what should I say, here?<\/p>\n<p>I love her.  I don\u2019t want her to be with anyone but me.  But\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ok, I\u2019ll just say it.  Is that even her?<\/p>\n<p>As in, is that <i>actually<\/i> Taylor Swift, the chick I fell in love with?<\/p>\n<p>Here\u2019s the thing.  I just came to realize something.  I\u2019ve come to an understanding.<\/p>\n<p>For years, I\u2019ve wondered how they do it.  The celebrities.  In fact, that was why I started to idolize them.  They looked superhuman.  It was amazing, their ability to do everything in the world all at once- pap strolls, social media pictures, photoshoots, albums, movies, interviews, etc.<\/p>\n<p>Now, unfortunately, I think I get it.  Sometimes, they use doubles.  As in, sometimes that isn\u2019t <i>really<\/i> Taylor Swift out there in those pictures.  Sometimes the real Taylor Swift is off making music while some hired actress is walking around, pretending to be Taylor.<\/p>\n<p>Yeah.  There\u2019s no way this isn\u2019t happening.  There is no way one person could do all of the things that these celebrities do.  At least, for a normal person.  They don\u2019t have superpowers like I do.  <\/p>\n<p>I didn\u2019t realize this until just now, because I didn\u2019t allow myself to realize it.<\/p>\n<p>I think I <i>knew<\/i> it for years.  For decades, I would occasionally encounter pictures in my collection of some celebs that were clearly of other people, but I would always brush them off as being just bad pictures, somehow.  Even when they really did seem very different- with different faces, and even different energies, souls and emotions.<\/p>\n<p>But I just refused to believe, so I didn\u2019t.  Yet again, I didn\u2019t heed my own psychic abilities.  Yet again.  <\/p>\n<p>I think I just didn\u2019t want to admit that part of what I believed in wasn\u2019t real.  It was a kind of self-denial.<\/p>\n<p>So\u2026 this is probably (95% sure) fake.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s what it feels like.  <\/p>\n<p>95% sure.<\/p>\n<p>Am I even supposed to be upset at this?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Staged. Of course. I mean, I would know, obviously. But\u2026 what should I say, here? I love her. I don\u2019t want her to be with anyone but me. But\u2026 Ok, I\u2019ll just say it. Is that even her? As in, is that actually Taylor Swift, the chick I fell in love with? Here\u2019s the thing. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1969"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1969"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1969\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1975,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1969\/revisions\/1975"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1969"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1969"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1969"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}