YOU.<\/p>\n
You BITCHES.<\/p>\n
HOW DARE YOU BITCHES.<\/p>\n
You know<\/em> what I mean! How DARE you!<\/p>\n Look, ok. SO.<\/p>\n Ok so I had this like thing tonight. Like I went through and tried to piece all of this shit together because like WHOKNOWS when all of this shit started when I realized something. Like. You people- you know who you are- used ME as a template for fucking REGINA GEORGE. Fuck…………………. YOU.<\/p>\n Ok like I had this whole thing planned out in.my.brain when like I realized this shit and I CAN’T BELIEVE this. I mean it’s not bad but… I just… I can’t… BELIEVE this. I mean, you MUST have. I mean there’s like literally no other way this could be. RAAAAAAACHEL?????<\/p>\n I mean, you get it, right? You…….. you know. Like, YOU KNOW. And you know you know! You know?<\/p>\n I can’t BELIEVE this shit!!!<\/p>\n I mean, of course I can tho. So, like, whatevs. But, you know what I mean. <\/p>\n So whatevs.<\/p>\n But it’s just…<\/p>\n I mean… it’s hard to fathom this stuff.<\/p>\n It’s just really hard. <\/p>\n It’s like it’s starting to hit home. It’s like, I get it now. So much of it, I get <\/em>it now. The years and years of this shit. Decades upon decades of it. It’s like… I understand. So many experiences. So many revelations and… revealings. And understandings. And comeuppances and evolutions. It’s like… I get it. I can hardly believe it and don’t want to but there’s no way that it isn’t what it is. And I can get it, because it… is. And what is, is. <\/p>\n You know?<\/p>\n Oh man. Guyyyyyysssssss. So what, then, ISN’T me? I mean, what made in the last, say, 25 years, isn’t?<\/p>\n I’ll tell you what isn’t. Most of it, it seems, until like 2008. Previous to then it seems like only the movies my girlfriends were involved in- like Mean Girls and… all the rest of them, were… powerfully me-ish. I think.<\/p>\n I….. think. I don’t know though, I need to do more thinking I think.<\/p>\n This is all just so… overwhelming. Yikes.<\/p>\n I can’t get it, but I mean I can, because it’s just… it. And it being it, that’s just it. It’s like that’s it, and that’s that. You know?<\/p>\n Ok so, I’m like Regina George. Holy shit, people.<\/p>\n I mean I know Katy Perry already told me this, once, but I didn’t believe her but jeebus, people. <\/p>\n Ok.<\/p>\n Am I… that bad?<\/p>\n I mean I can’t <\/em>be. I mean there’s no way I’m that bad. I mean, with all of this. The… meanness. Connivingness. The cruelties, and such.<\/p>\n Ah… yeah. Though. <\/p>\n Yeah ok, I get it.<\/p>\n Well… off to bed, then.<\/p>\n …wow.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" YOU. You BITCHES. HOW DARE YOU BITCHES. You know what I mean! How DARE you! Look, ok. SO. Ok so I had this like thing tonight. Like I went through and tried to piece all of this shit together because like WHOKNOWS when all of this shit started when I realized something. Like. You people- […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3214"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3214"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3214\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3224,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3214\/revisions\/3224"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3214"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3214"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3214"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}