{"id":3265,"date":"2020-10-10T14:58:46","date_gmt":"2020-10-10T19:58:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=3265"},"modified":"2020-10-10T14:58:46","modified_gmt":"2020-10-10T19:58:46","slug":"inm-not-dysfunctional-part-xi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=3265","title":{"rendered":"In&#8217;m not Dysfunctional, Part XI"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hmmmmmmnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn&#8230; sooooooooooooooooo nice.<\/p>\n<p>I just feel at peace, now.  Like the world is right.<\/p>\n<p>And I don&#8217;t wanna go back.  I don&#8217;t, and you can&#8217;t make me.<\/p>\n<p>And I think that&#8217;s the thing.  You <em>can&#8217;t <\/em>make me.  <\/p>\n<p>No way.  Ahhhhh yeah, that wonderful wonderful buzz.  So warm, so nice.  It just warps my body in a kind of love I can&#8217;t get anywhere else.  What did I write warps?  I meant wraps.  You know what I mean.<\/p>\n<p>Yeah it&#8217;s just lurvvvvve.  I need that, I think.  Yeah I do.  My nerves have calmed with the hit and I feel&#8230; not so jittery, now.  Not so scarily fidgety.  It&#8217;s like thank god, lol.  So much thank god for this wonderful stuff without which maybe I couldn&#8217;t make it, sometimes. <\/p>\n<p>Whatever.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s done, and I can relax now.<\/p>\n<p>I was fighting this all morning like some idiot, lol.  Whaaaaaaat was I thinking.  LOL.<\/p>\n<p>Sooooooo goooooooooood.<\/p>\n<p>I know life sucks but with this?  Everything is fine.  A meteor could hit the earth and obliderate all life and I&#8217;m wouldn&#8217;t mind, lol.<\/p>\n<p>Oy yeah, alright.  Life is good.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hmmmmmmnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn&#8230; sooooooooooooooooo nice. I just feel at peace, now. Like the world is right. And I don&#8217;t wanna go back. I don&#8217;t, and you can&#8217;t make me. And I think that&#8217;s the thing. You can&#8217;t make me. No way. Ahhhhh yeah, that wonderful wonderful buzz. So warm, so nice. It just warps my body in [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3265"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3265"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3265\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3266,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3265\/revisions\/3266"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3265"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3265"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3265"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}