Should I… blog again? I mean this is my diary, so…..<\/p>\n
well……..<\/p>\n
I think……..<\/p>\n
sure?<\/p>\n
I mean, why not go into a ten page tirade about how I’m sure my dead grandparents are sooooo proud of me, seeing me like this? And about all of those teachers, friends, people-of-influence, who were SO SURE that I would amount to something later on in life? I mean about how they would react, seeing this result of their efforts to encourage me, I guess, to “do my best”?<\/p>\n
Well, you fucks, you failed. ALL OF YOU. Go fuck yourselves. Should’ve picked someone else to dote on. You should’ve known what I’d become. So FUCK YOU.<\/p>\n
Losers.<\/p>\n
You should’ve known about the fuckup inside of me, fighting to get out. I can’t believe you didn’t see it.<\/p>\n
Hmmmmmn. Right.<\/p>\n
Ooooooohhhhhhhhhhh UGHK. ACK. So drowsy, so drowsy, so dizzy and spinny. Room is going nuts, lol.<\/p>\n
Yeah…. you shoulda known. You should’ve. What kind of a person wants to be with me? Losers. Blah. <\/p>\n
Yeah.<\/p>\n
Hmmmn. Oh wow, my head, lol. It’s floating away.<\/p>\n
Good. <\/p>\n
I hope it never comes back.<\/p>\n
And take my soul while you’re at it, lol.<\/p>\n
Not like it’s worth much, anyhow.<\/p>\n
Hmmmph.<\/p>\n
Yeah! <\/p>\n
Yeah. <\/p>\n
yeah…<\/p>\n
Fuck.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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