Wowwwww that is some pain. Wow, unreal. Holy shit.<\/p>\n
So, uh, it’s kinda past, but jeebus, that was something I will NEVER forget. Alright, it’s over. I can’t go through THAT again. It’s like, it just reduced me to a quivering pile of mush, lol.<\/p>\n
Gawd, I was literally pleading for my life at the end there. Like, begging. I can’t believe it.<\/p>\n
Wow, holy shit. <\/p>\n
So- yeah, that stuff broke me. It won, I guess. I lost.<\/p>\n
Uh, yeah. Whatever… I suppose…<\/p>\n
No, that isn’t right. I can’t forget what I went through, there, and I won’t. Changes are coming. I want to live.<\/p>\n
So I guess that was my “rock bottom”, huh? Seems like it.<\/p>\n
Alright, OK. I know my limits. It’s over, all of this indiscriminate drug taking. I mean, if I need <\/em>it, fine. But no way will I ever feel that kind of pain, again. No way, no chance. It’s over, done. <\/p>\n Wow. Ok. Wow, again.<\/p>\n It’s over, done.<\/p>\n Alright, good.<\/p>\n Yikes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Wowwwww that is some pain. Wow, unreal. Holy shit. So, uh, it’s kinda past, but jeebus, that was something I will NEVER forget. Alright, it’s over. I can’t go through THAT again. It’s like, it just reduced me to a quivering pile of mush, lol. Gawd, I was literally pleading for my life at the […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3561"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3561"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3561\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3563,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3561\/revisions\/3563"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3561"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3561"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3561"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}