{"id":3618,"date":"2020-10-31T23:27:14","date_gmt":"2020-11-01T04:27:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=3618"},"modified":"2020-10-31T23:27:14","modified_gmt":"2020-11-01T04:27:14","slug":"im-not-dysfunctional-part-lxxi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=3618","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m not Dysfunctional, Part LXXI"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Need another hit, I swear to God I&#8217;m punching a wall if I don&#8217;t get one.  This is absolutely ridiculous.  Fuck.  FUCK.<\/p>\n<p>Oof, no, I will try to&#8230; maybe not.  Maybe tomorrow morning.  Stretch it out, you know?<\/p>\n<p>If I can.  <\/p>\n<p>Jeebus, watching trainspotting clips on YT is&#8230; helping?<\/p>\n<p>Actually, yeah.  It is.  It IS helping.  A lot.  More than you might expect, seriously.<\/p>\n<p>Thanks, guys.<\/p>\n<p>Ok, then. Time to make it through the night.<\/p>\n<p>Oof, OK.<\/p>\n<p>You know, all things considered, maybe this wasn&#8217;t such a bad Halloween after all.  I have a plan to get clean, and I&#8217;m&#8230; enjoying myself, writing these blog posts.  So, not terrible.  It&#8217;s a pity the candy chasing was such a dud outside.<\/p>\n<p>Ah well, more YT.  Then, bed.<\/p>\n<p>Gods, I&#8217;m not looking forward to that, lol.  Oof.  No, not at all.<\/p>\n<p>Good night, world.<\/p>\n<p>God, how I wish my nerves didn&#8217;t feel like this.  But, you know that.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;night.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Need another hit, I swear to God I&#8217;m punching a wall if I don&#8217;t get one. This is absolutely ridiculous. Fuck. FUCK. Oof, no, I will try to&#8230; maybe not. Maybe tomorrow morning. Stretch it out, you know? If I can. Jeebus, watching trainspotting clips on YT is&#8230; helping? Actually, yeah. It is. It IS [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3618"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3618"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3618\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3620,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3618\/revisions\/3620"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3618"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3618"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3618"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}