{"id":3915,"date":"2020-11-30T14:52:13","date_gmt":"2020-11-30T20:52:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=3915"},"modified":"2020-11-30T14:52:13","modified_gmt":"2020-11-30T20:52:13","slug":"thanksgiving-2020-part-ii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=3915","title":{"rendered":"Thanksgiving 2020, Part II"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Um, I don&#8217;t even know why I&#8217;m typing this, lol.  I&#8217;m just&#8230; IDK, thinking about stuff.<\/p>\n<p>IDK, Thanksgiving came and went and I every year I like to stop and take stock of things after the holiday.  <\/p>\n<p>This year I feel&#8230; awful, lol.  Dreadful, lonely, disappointed, left out, and&#8230; miserable.  This sucks; I hate it.<\/p>\n<p>Yeah, truthfully, Thanksgiving kinda sucked this year.  Yeesh, the holidays are just brutal as fuck if you celebrate them alone, or even with the not-customary family set.  They really suck; you always feel left out.<\/p>\n<p>God this sucks.  This place is such a dreadful country.  There doesn&#8217;t seem to be anyplace that really offers happiness.  At least, as far as I can see, or reach.  Fuck this place.<\/p>\n<p>God I can&#8217;t wait to fucking die, lol.  Yeah would THAT be nice.  Ughk.<\/p>\n<p>I swear to God this country has the worst leaders on Earth.  They just create so much misery, and disappointment.  It&#8217;s almost as if it&#8217;s in their job descriptions, or something.<\/p>\n<p>I mean come on, you shitheads.  All you politicians, and big business leaders.  God do you people fucking suck.  You are all selfish, stupid, greedy assholes, all of you.  I truly hate you all, each and every one of you; I would love nothing more than to see someone feed every millionaire in this country into a woodchipper.  I don&#8217;t buy much, anymore, but I would buy tickets to THAT, lol.<\/p>\n<p>Big tech, especially.  No- banking.  No, the media.  lol, ALL of them.  I hate you all, truly and to the core of my being.  Fuck you all.<\/p>\n<p>But- back to the topic at hand- I just didn&#8217;t enjoy Thanksgiving.  I wonder if I ever will again, considering the way society is going.  I suppose Christmas is next on the chopping block, and then, probably the rest of our holidays, mostly, because the rich don&#8217;t like them, and everything they don&#8217;t like, they try to destroy, because they hate EVERYTHING, it seems.<\/p>\n<p>My hate is reciprocal.  They started it.<\/p>\n<p>But like&#8230; yeah.  Fuck this Thanksgiving.  It sucked.<\/p>\n<p>There was one interesting \/ good point about Thanksgiving, though, and I might expound upon it more, later.  I decided to watch the anime <em>Overlord <\/em> over the course of the holiday and wow, if that wasn&#8217;t completely and surprisingly based on my experiences playing the <em>Avernum<\/em> series IDK what to say, lol.  I mean, I was just like, sitting there and watching it, lol, and then&#8230; BAM, it hit me.  This is&#8230; Avernum!  Holy shit!  I&#8230; will expound upon this later, I think.  I think I need to, concerning my history.  It ties into some posts I made here, a long, long time ago.  It&#8217;s crazy how this stuff just seems to continually loop around, for me.<\/p>\n<p>But- I will get into that, later, when I have more time.<\/p>\n<p>k, bye for now.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Um, I don&#8217;t even know why I&#8217;m typing this, lol. I&#8217;m just&#8230; IDK, thinking about stuff. IDK, Thanksgiving came and went and I every year I like to stop and take stock of things after the holiday. This year I feel&#8230; awful, lol. Dreadful, lonely, disappointed, left out, and&#8230; miserable. This sucks; I hate it. 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