I don’t know. <\/p>\n
I might go ahead and try killing myself tonight. I’ll think about it.<\/p>\n
No reason not to, honestly.<\/p>\n
We’ll see. I have enough fentanyl stored up to make a quick and easy exit from this life if I want.<\/p>\n
Shouldn’t take THAT much.<\/p>\n
Google tells me 250 micrograms at once should kill a normal person. I mean, someone without tolerance.<\/p>\n
I mean if I put ALL my patches on, at once, that would be like… 900 micrograms per hour. More than enough for a quick and painless death, even for me.<\/p>\n
Well… I’m getting more, later this week. Maybe I’ll wait for then, or not. I don’t know. <\/p>\n
I’ll think about it.<\/p>\n
IDC about Cady anymore. Fuck that bitch. She never did THAT much for me, anyhow. It was mostly just songs and stuff.<\/p>\n
Yeah, I don’t want to go through this.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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