Alright.<\/p>\n
I get it now.<\/p>\n
\u2026<\/p>\n
mostly.<\/p>\n
Ok. So.<\/p>\n
I\u2019ve been researching, and now I can definitely say that this\u2026 lifestyle, of mine, this\u2026 telepathy, I mean, with my girlfriends and sexual encounters and relationships and everything, has been going on now since 2002.<\/p>\n
In my mind at least, there is now no question.<\/p>\n
Today, I found the pieces I was missing. The puzzle is I think complete, as far back as 2002. And mostly probably since the mid-90\u2019s. <\/p>\n
Allow me to explain, I guess mostly to myself, lol. Since it seems everyone else already knows all of this stuff, haha. Good lord, you would think someone would have, IDK, told me or something. But\u2026 anyhow.<\/p>\n
Alright, there was this girl band in the UK. All Saints<\/em>. Amongst the members, there were two sisters, Nicole and Natalie Appleton. I had relationships with both. Intimate relationships. Meaningful ones, that lasted for years. I\u2019m not going to say exactly how long, I mean I would need to go into my archives for that, but let\u2019s just say like\u2026 ten years, or so. <\/p>\n For the Zoomers, All Saints<\/em> was an edgier Spice Girls<\/em>. They were still pop, but many of their songs had a slightly harder attitude to them. To prepubescent girls, the difference between the two was probably significant. All Saints had some songs with a hip-hop vibe to them and some others with a vaguely \u201crock\u201d styling.<\/p>\n For me, the interest was in of course the two very gorgeous and charismatic and fun leads, the Appletons. They were awesome. <\/p>\n I won\u2019t get into the details because I\u2019m sure you can guess them, but of course I got all their pictures from the internet, listened to their music, etc. etc. you know, the usual stuff from me.<\/p>\n What is significant here is two things: 1) The Appletons both starred in a movie, together, in which they both went topless (!), and in such a way that I realize now was probably designed to appeal to me, and 2) The Appletons embarked on a solo career after leaving All Saints that saw the two release some highly personal songs and videos, none of which I have seen, until today.<\/p>\n Thanks to the magic of youtube, I can finally see the videos I had missed, all those years ago.<\/p>\n Being an American, I had only the internet to rely on when it came to British pop music then. So- in the case of the Appletons, I had no way of knowing, really, what it was that they truly thought about me (if in fact anything). Ditto for, like, Atomic Kitten, etc. But I won\u2019t get into that, now.<\/p>\n So, the videos. Let\u2019s watch this one, shall we?<\/p>\n