{"id":3113,"date":"2020-09-15T09:58:15","date_gmt":"2020-09-15T14:58:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=3113"},"modified":"2020-09-15T09:58:15","modified_gmt":"2020-09-15T14:58:15","slug":"im-not-dysfunctional-part-v","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=3113","title":{"rendered":"I’m Not Dysfunctional, Part V"},"content":{"rendered":"

I don’t… want to die.<\/p>\n

I don’t.<\/p>\n

I will fix this.<\/p>\n

I will.<\/p>\n

I will fix it, I will help myself. I will survive this, and move on.<\/p>\n

I will.<\/p>\n

No going back on that, either.<\/p>\n

I will defo fix this, and move on with my life.<\/p>\n

There’s no way I won’t.<\/p>\n

I will <\/em>do it. I WILL do it.<\/p>\n

I will.<\/p>\n

No question. No contest. <\/p>\n

I mean this won’t be the last time this happens tho, lol. I’m sure I’ll overdose again, of course. I mean we all know that. <\/p>\n

But I WILL fix this.<\/p>\n

Tomorrow, maybe. Or next week. But I will. Eventually.<\/p>\n

It’s a good thing I’m not an addict, lol. Because on top of all this other stuff, that would be awful, haha.<\/p>\n

Yeah, lol.<\/p>\n

yeah.<\/p>\n

right.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I don’t… want to die. I don’t. I will fix this. I will. I will fix it, I will help myself. I will survive this, and move on. I will. No going back on that, either. I will defo fix this, and move on with my life. There’s no way I won’t. I will do […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3113"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3113"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3113\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3117,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3113\/revisions\/3117"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3113"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3113"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3113"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}