Oh man, I just passed out, lol. That fentanyl is such great stuff. Love it, lol.<\/p>\n
IDK, this is dumb. I mean even her family has at this point moved on, probably. I mean they knew longer than I sure did, but still…<\/p>\n
Whatever, it’s just dumb. Gawd if only I was dead too… I’m so jealous, Cady. She gets to go on to some other place and I’m stuck here in this shithole, lol. Blah, yuck. I hate this. I wonder what she would think of me. She’d probably be sad, I guess because that’s what people become when others die. Seems an odd response, considering. <\/p>\n
Wow tho, that sure is good stuff. Ahhhhhhhh how wonderful. Narcotics make even this life passable. So nice.<\/p>\n
If I’m going to die I just wish things would hurry up, haha. Seriously. Whyyyyyy is it taking so long for me to kick the bucket? I wonder how long it took alcohol to kill Cady. Years, it seems like. Hopefully it won’t take that long with me.<\/p>\n
Gawd I’m dumb. Haha, lol.<\/p>\n
Whatevs. Yeah fine. I think I’ll get zonked out again and wait for dinner. Nothing else to do, these days.<\/p>\n
Ah yes, the life of a junky is just soooo glamorous, lol.<\/p>\n
My skin feels like it’s burning again. Wonderful. I guess that’s… inflammation? Probably my body trying to process the drug.<\/p>\n
Whatever. It doesn’t matter anyways.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Oh man, I just passed out, lol. That fentanyl is such great stuff. Love it, lol. IDK, this is dumb. I mean even her family has at this point moved on, probably. I mean they knew longer than I sure did, but still… Whatever, it’s just dumb. Gawd if only I was dead too… I’m […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3130"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3130"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3130\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3134,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3130\/revisions\/3134"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3130"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3130"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3130"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}