Oh, I hate how my skin feels. It’s so… weak, and thin. And pale, like it has no blood, or oxygen.<\/p>\n
This… is no way to live. It’s like I can’t feel happiness, save for what the drugs give me. This is inhuman.<\/p>\n
Everything HURTS. Fuck, this really sucks. It’s like, everything’s been taken over. My body, mind, soul. Everything. It’s awful. Nothing is right, nothing works correctly, anymore. It’s like I’m drowning in this stuff, with no way out.<\/p>\n
Eech. Yuck, this is really no way to live.<\/p>\n
My hands HURT. Feet hurt, head hurts, everything hurts. My whole body is out of whack. Ah, gods, this really sucks.<\/p>\n
I can’t face the world like this, lol.<\/p>\n
Oof. And it isn’t going away any time soon. Ugh. Gawd damn it.<\/p>\n
Fuck.<\/p>\n
It’s like… I can’t move<\/em>. I’m so tired, so incredibly tired, now. So out of breath, always. So pained, in every way I can think of. This really sucks.<\/p>\n It’s just such a powerful downward spiral, and it has no end to it. Ughk.<\/p>\n This fucking sucks.<\/p>\n Yuck.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Oh, I hate how my skin feels. It’s so… weak, and thin. And pale, like it has no blood, or oxygen. This… is no way to live. It’s like I can’t feel happiness, save for what the drugs give me. This is inhuman. Everything HURTS. Fuck, this really sucks. It’s like, everything’s been taken over. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3696"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3696"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3696\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3698,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3696\/revisions\/3698"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3696"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3696"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3696"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}