{"id":3711,"date":"2020-11-11T17:20:16","date_gmt":"2020-11-11T23:20:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=3711"},"modified":"2020-11-11T17:21:11","modified_gmt":"2020-11-11T23:21:11","slug":"im-not-dysfunctional-part-lxxxv","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=3711","title":{"rendered":"I\u2019m not Dysfunctional, Part LXXXV"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Oh NICE.  Ooooooohhhhhhhh yes.  So nice, so refreshing, so wonderful.  Makes me alive, it does.<\/p>\n<p>Oh man, what an incredible reward.  So wonderful.  So much euphoria, so much&#8230; relief.  All the pain just melts away and I float away on a cloud of&#8230; loveliness.  I feel at peace, like I <em>should <\/em>feel, I think.  Yes, this is me.<\/p>\n<p>Fentanyl, always.  Addict for life.  I LOVE narcotics.  I mean mostly.  I mean, when they don&#8217;t threaten to kill me.  Usually.  Kinda mostly, sorta.  Sometimes.  You know.<\/p>\n<p>But this is one of the good times- one of those times I love being an addict.  SUCH a nice feeling.  It really is beautiful.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Oh NICE. Ooooooohhhhhhhh yes. So nice, so refreshing, so wonderful. Makes me alive, it does. Oh man, what an incredible reward. So wonderful. So much euphoria, so much&#8230; relief. All the pain just melts away and I float away on a cloud of&#8230; loveliness. I feel at peace, like I should feel, I think. Yes, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3711"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3711"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3711\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3714,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3711\/revisions\/3714"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3711"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3711"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3711"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}