{"id":3875,"date":"2020-11-25T13:06:59","date_gmt":"2020-11-25T19:06:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=3875"},"modified":"2020-11-25T13:06:59","modified_gmt":"2020-11-25T19:06:59","slug":"im-not-dysfunctional-part-xcvi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=3875","title":{"rendered":"I\u2019m not Dysfunctional, Part XCVI"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8230; slipped back into it, didn&#8217;t I?<\/p>\n<p>Fuck.<\/p>\n<p>I mean, I was doing so GOOD.  Fuck.<\/p>\n<p>Yeah, I fucked up.  I seriously have majorly fucked up, here.  Ah, god DAMN it.  Well&#8230; I&#8230; I just&#8230; everything is moving in slow motion, again.  My nerves are fucking DEAD, everything is&#8230; fucked up, inside.  Yeah&#8230; I mean, I can&#8217;t breathe, again.<\/p>\n<p>Ah&#8230; FUCK.<\/p>\n<p>Addiction to hard drugs really is just so, so awful.  Like, there&#8217;s no glamour, here.  It sucks, it hurts, and it&#8217;s fucking scary. And it&#8217;s so <em>embarrassing<\/em>.  You just can&#8217;t.  get.  OFF the damn things!  It&#8217;s just impossible!  Ahh&#8230; well&#8230; whatever.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230; Fuck.  Sorry, Cady.  Sorry, Tom.  Sorry, everyone.  <\/p>\n<p>Fuck.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8230; slipped back into it, didn&#8217;t I? Fuck. I mean, I was doing so GOOD. Fuck. Yeah, I fucked up. I seriously have majorly fucked up, here. Ah, god DAMN it. Well&#8230; I&#8230; I just&#8230; everything is moving in slow motion, again. My nerves are fucking DEAD, everything is&#8230; fucked up, inside. Yeah&#8230; I mean, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3875"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3875"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3875\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3876,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3875\/revisions\/3876"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3875"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3875"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3875"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}