You know what would be good right now?<\/p>\n
Fentanyl. Yes. Fentanyl, and lots and I mean LOTS of it. Love that fentanyl, it’s so great, I need it SO BADLY that it’s hard to even comprehend how absolutely wonderful it is, for me. I love it, it works for me, it helps me and makes me better and fixes EVERYTHING, really, I really, really need it, so bad, so bad, so badly I can’t even STAND it.<\/p>\n
Yeah, oh man, life simply wouldn’t be worth living without it. That’s the problem, really. Life wouldn’t be worth it without it, life wouldn’t be worth ANYTHING without it, lol. Yeah, forget what I said earlier, lol. Fentanyl is… so important, for me… I need it, it works, it is EVERYTHING.<\/p>\n
It’s just all consuming, this lust I have for it. It’s more important than anything, it means everything, it is the world and all it offers. It feels so good, it does, and I’m REALLY lacking it, right now. I just… GOD I CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT, lol.<\/p>\n
Oh god, it’s just so good, so needed, ah… jeezus it’s so potently needed, for everything… I HATE trying to get “off” this stuff, because it’s like, needed for life, now, lol. Oh man, I was going to wait till tonight to take some but NO WAY, lol. No way is that even remotely acceptable, I need it NOW.<\/p>\n
So yeah I’ve been trying to taper like a good little citizen. I don’t know, maybe I’m an idiot. I could well be. It just… feels… so… NECESSARY, and needed, and it’s like, I can’t… deal, without it. I can’t deal with anything, without it. Oh GOD<\/p>\n
lol, gawd, so fucked up, but it’s ok, this is how I live, now. Not a problem, really.<\/p>\n
Yeah we’ve got this under control, now. No problem.<\/p>\n
Thing is is I can’t live without fentanyl. I can’t. No way is that even remotely possible. No way, no how, and I feel like I would do ANYTHING to get it. ANYTHING. It’s so powerfully wonderful, that stuff.<\/p>\n
Oh god, yeah, I must take, this is utterly insane, lol<\/p>\n
oh GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD<\/p>\n
Oh god, no way can I get off this stuff. No way, no way, no way, no way… NO WAY.<\/p>\n
I don’t care. I would rather die without it.<\/p>\n
If nobody else in this world loves me, fentanyl will. Yup.<\/p>\n
Yeah!<\/p>\n
Defo.<\/p>\n
Ahhh, I hate my life, lol. I hate it so much, I wish I was dead, lol. Ah…<\/p>\n
I wish, I wish, I wish I could just die. I wish, I wish. Please just let me die, already.<\/p>\n
Ahhhh…<\/p>\n
GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD IT FUCKING HURTS<\/p>\n
Alright, I’m loading up. Fuck this.<\/p>\n
Fuck you, world. Fuck you all, I hope you all perish horribly.<\/p>\n
Fuck you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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