{"id":3910,"date":"2020-11-30T13:07:37","date_gmt":"2020-11-30T19:07:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=3910"},"modified":"2020-11-30T13:07:37","modified_gmt":"2020-11-30T19:07:37","slug":"im-not-dysfunctional-part-xcix","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=3910","title":{"rendered":"I\u2019m not Dysfunctional, Part XCIX"},"content":{"rendered":"

It’s like I don’t even care about my girlfriends anymore, lol. <\/p>\n

I mean, I don’t get photoshoots or premieres anymore, you know, so it’s like… what’s the point? I mean, even the movies have dried up. So it’s like… that’s just not much out there, anymore, that would truly interest me.<\/p>\n

So I have fentanyl, then. <\/p>\n

So I’ll make THAT my new girlfriend, since it does indeed love me, I mean, I can FEEL it, lol.<\/p>\n

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck, god it hurts, lol.<\/p>\n

God I’m dumb.<\/p>\n

Fuck me, what a waste of a life. I mean I had such promise, lol. And look at what I’ve become. Ughk, this sucks. I mean, I don’t want to just end up yet another casualty, but… I… I’m like, already there, lol. I mean I just can’t do it, you know?<\/p>\n

Fuck.<\/p>\n

I just feel so lost. It’s like there is no way out of this. It’s a maze without an exit. I can’t get out. I’m trapped.<\/p>\n

This sucks.<\/p>\n

I’m dead, lol.<\/p>\n

Fuck.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

It’s like I don’t even care about my girlfriends anymore, lol. I mean, I don’t get photoshoots or premieres anymore, you know, so it’s like… what’s the point? I mean, even the movies have dried up. So it’s like… that’s just not much out there, anymore, that would truly interest me. So I have fentanyl, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3910"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3910"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3910\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3911,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3910\/revisions\/3911"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3910"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3910"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3910"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}