{"id":4170,"date":"2021-03-16T20:40:03","date_gmt":"2021-03-17T01:40:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=4170"},"modified":"2021-03-16T20:40:03","modified_gmt":"2021-03-17T01:40:03","slug":"the-history-of-me-part-xx","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=4170","title":{"rendered":"The History of Me, Part XX"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hmmn.<\/p>\n<p>Well.<\/p>\n<p>Uhmmmm\u2026 some thoughts, here.<\/p>\n<p>Well <i>The Island<\/i> is obvious.  But I\u2019m sure we all knew that.<\/p>\n<p>I mean, let\u2019s just do the usual thing here.  <\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m talking here about the Michael Bay flick, which is liberally peppered with references to my relationship with Scarlett Johanssen (at the time, I think my favorite girl).  The hero\u2019s name is Tom Lincoln, with the Lincoln part I think a reference to The Land of Lincoln (i.e. Illinois, the only place I\u2019ve ever lived).<\/p>\n<p>Note that <i>The Island<\/i> is a film that concerns itself greatly with the places that people live, like the eponymous \u201cIsland\u201d itself that takes center stage for most of the film.<\/p>\n<p>It fits, and it\u2019s obvious.  I mean, all those references to my relationship with Scarlett, and everything else.  It\u2019s a good package and a fine extra example of what I\u2019m talking about, here.<\/p>\n<p>Note the \u201cbacon\u201d scene with Tom and Scarlett, and her sly innuendo, etc. etc. and the other stuff, etc. etc.  Well, I\u2019m not going to lay all of that out since I have more important things to think about, here.  I mean, this blog is for me, mostly, and since I understand it, well, that&#8217;s good enough.<\/p>\n<p>Okay, on to the main course of this post.  <\/p>\n<p>I finally did skim through \/ watch <em>Blue Velvet<\/em>.  Unfortunately since I had ulterior motives with the film I felt I couldn\u2019t watch it as normal, but I think I got out of my viewing perhaps more than most would regardless of how they viewed it.<\/p>\n<p>I loved, loved, loved the setting, and the sets, and the visuals.  They reminded me so strongly of the world I left behind when I grew up that I couldn\u2019t stop watching the background of the film in spite of whatever was going on with the characters and plot.  Lynch has an almost uncanny ability to create a feeling of a specific place in his films- see <i>The Straight Story<\/i>, again, for this, and his shockingly spot-on evocation of small town Iowa.<\/p>\n<p>As far as the \u201ccontent\u201d of the film (plot and dialogue, as opposed to environment and ambiance), I lean towards Ebert\u2019s negative appraisal.  I\u2019ll quote him, here.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>If &#8220;Blue Velvet&#8221; had continued to develop its story in a straight line, if it had followed more deeply into the implications of the first shocking encounter between Rossellini and MacLachlan, it might have made some real emotional discoveries.<\/p>\n<p>Instead, director David Lynch chose to interrupt the almost hypnotic pull of that relationship in order to pull back to his jokey, small-town satire. Is he afraid that movie audiences might not be ready for stark S &#038; M unless they&#8217;re assured it&#8217;s all really a joke? I was absorbed and convinced by the relationship between Rossellini and MacLachlan, and annoyed because the director kept placing himself between me and the material. After five or 10 minutes in which the screen reality was overwhelming, I didn&#8217;t need the director prancing on with a top hat and cane, whistling that it was all in fun.<\/p>\n<p>Indeed, the movie is pulled so violently in opposite directions that it pulls itself apart. If the sexual scenes are real, then why do we need the sendup of the &#8220;Donna Reed Show&#8221;? What are we being told? That beneath the surface of Small Town, U.S.A., passions run dark and dangerous? Don&#8217;t stop the presses.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Yeah I get what Ebert was saying, here, and I think I know why he thought this way.  IMO he had his finger on the pulse of small town America a bit more than other critics, especially those that were employed by the coastal elite owned papers of NY and LA, I think.<\/p>\n<p>Ebert never strayed too far from his Midwestern roots when it came to interpreting and reviewing film.  Like me, he was born in Illinois and stayed there.<\/p>\n<p>So he was I think somewhat more personally familiar with the \u201cdark side\u201d of small town USA than, say, a Rex Reed or Pauline Kael type.  And I think that his opinion here reflects this- no matter how impressively made the shocking scenes were, merely being shocking in and of themselves is not enough, since, after all, weird or disturbing stuff happens all the time in rural USA.  <\/p>\n<p>In a sense, I think that this film was almost not made for a rural USA demographic but for an urban one, to scandalize their own assumptions of what they think small town life is like out here.<\/p>\n<p>But\u2026 it <i>is<\/i> well made, in general.  And I found Ebert\u2019s follow up to his review interesting as well, since he included a snippet of an interview he had with Lynch.  It seems that Lynch based much of the movie\u2019s setting on his own childhood experiences in small town USA.<\/p>\n<p>Hmmn.  Interesting.<\/p>\n<p>But yeah, this post is supposed to be about me, so here goes.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m not seeing myself in much if any of <i>Blue Velvet<\/i>, thank God.  I was 6 years old when the film came out, which would have made me four or five during it\u2019s filming.<\/p>\n<p>Which of course wouldn\u2019t place me anywhere inside the main plot of the movie.<\/p>\n<p>What it <i>would<\/i> do, though, is place me around it, potentially.  And here\u2019s where it gets weird, again.<\/p>\n<p>The film ends not like you would expect it to, given it\u2019s plot and reputation.  It ends rather oddly, with the closing shot being of a little boy- around 4 or 5 years of age, running over to his mom.  Hmmn.  Weird.<\/p>\n<p>I mean, I get the context within the film.  The kid was kidnapped and then freed, etc.  But still, it\u2019s worth investigating.<\/p>\n<p>So yeah, the kid in and of himself certainly doesn\u2019t point directly at me, even though the kid is wearing a wizard\u2019s hat (with a beanie propeller, lol), and is named \u201cLittle Donny\u201d according to IMDB.  Here we get a similar name- I was of course called \u201cTommy\u201d when I was that age.  But yeah\u2026 weird.  I don\u2019t know.<\/p>\n<p>I <i>do<\/i> know that Lynch took shedloads of stuff from me for his later films, but all of that is extremely obvious.  This?  Not so much, but it is\u2026 interesting.<\/p>\n<p>The film ends with \u201cLittle Donny\u201d turning his ear to the camera, which seems almost a callback to the ear that the protagonist found in the field.  Yeah, I don\u2019t know, but&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>There is some kind of card being played here, I think, that is very, very hard to pick up and understand.  Little Donny\u2019s wizard propeller hat is found a few times throughout the rest of the earlier film.  So he\u2019s <i>there<\/i>, narratively, just not <i>present<\/i>.  And it\u2019s just\u2026 I don\u2019t know.  I cannot unpack this one, given the tools that I have with me.  I mean, perhaps that\u2019s because there is actually nothing to unpack.  But\u2026 I don\u2019t know.  <\/p>\n<p>I mean, it\u2019s just so <i>weird<\/i>.  What is Lynch saying, here, with the little wizard boy in the film\u2019s ending, and what I think is it\u2019s callback to the beginning?  Does anyone know, or know where I can find out?<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s just\u2026 what the fuck is going on, here, really?  I\u2019m sorry but this is extremely baffling.<\/p>\n<p>Well\u2026 maybe I know the answer to this one, maybe I don\u2019t.  But either way I\u2019m going to end this post here, because I need to do some more thinking, guessing and figuring.<\/p>\n<p>K then.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hmmn. Well. Uhmmmm\u2026 some thoughts, here. Well The Island is obvious. But I\u2019m sure we all knew that. I mean, let\u2019s just do the usual thing here. I\u2019m talking here about the Michael Bay flick, which is liberally peppered with references to my relationship with Scarlett Johanssen (at the time, I think my favorite girl). 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