{"id":4197,"date":"2021-03-27T20:55:11","date_gmt":"2021-03-28T01:55:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=4197"},"modified":"2021-03-28T06:42:19","modified_gmt":"2021-03-28T11:42:19","slug":"a-thoughts-on-all-of-this-nonsense","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=4197","title":{"rendered":"A Few Thoughts on all of this Nonsense"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Basically, as far as I can tell, I&#8217;ve been used as a kind of public fount of ideas for essentially my entire life, or at least since the time I was about 5 years old.<\/p>\n<p>And this&#8230; situation, is what has served to form a major part of my personality.<\/p>\n<p>It seems as though somebody, somewhere, has been reading my thoughts, somehow, for a very long time, using techniques and technologies that I am unfamiliar with.  Some kind of remote monitoring, it seems.  Beats me how, although I know I&#8217;m not the first to think of this as being possible, at least.<\/p>\n<p>Honestly, I have no clue who or what is behind all of this, I just know that all of my thoughts and ideas are being mined, somehow, since essentially everything I&#8217;ve done since the time I was young has made it into Hollywood films.  I mean, I haven&#8217;t even touched on the majority of my findings, here.  I&#8217;ve just spent time enough to give my readers a sample.<\/p>\n<p>And I&#8217;m convinced as well that I&#8217;ve supplied ideas to essentially everyone in the political and business classes, as well.<\/p>\n<p>For all practical purposes, the whole US, it&#8217;s structure, and it&#8217;s &#8220;ideas&#8221; economy seems to run these days off of my brainpower.  I am probably responsible for about half the reported US GDP these days, maybe more.<\/p>\n<p>Essentially every TV commercial I see now is based obviously and entirely on things that relate to me, personally.  It&#8217;s kinda unreal, honestly.<\/p>\n<p>That being the case, it&#8217;s virtually impossible for me to actually make money for myself, since every good idea I have is immediately stolen and used by wealthy people to their own advantage, and this has been the case it seems for my entire adult life, at least.<\/p>\n<p>When I was younger, I always wondered why I found it difficult to &#8220;find an opening&#8221; in our economy so I could make money for myself.  Well, now I know.  The situation being what it is, it&#8217;s impossible for me to create and market anything, at all.  <\/p>\n<p>Everything I think of seems to be immediately analyzed and dissected for economic use by people I&#8217;ve never heard of, operating in places I&#8217;ve never seen, who pick everything apart, take everything of any possible use they can, and then rush to market products with my ideas faster than I can understand that my thoughts have even been &#8220;read&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>So, basically, THIS is why I can&#8217;t make any fucking money.  It&#8217;s not that my ideas are bad; far from it.  It&#8217;s that they&#8217;re so good that others can&#8217;t help but steal all of them, essentially leaving me with nothing, and no opportunities to create anything myself or make any impression anywhere.<\/p>\n<p>This is brutally unfair and endlessly frustrating.  I have supplied this country with trillions of dollars in revenue, and I sit here wondering how I&#8217;m going to pay my medical bills.  <\/p>\n<p>Christ, people, this is ridiculous.  What the fuck is this shit?<\/p>\n<p>There seems to be no way out of this stuff for me.  All of my good ideas are stolen, and every opportunity I can think of is taken by somebody else.  Every weakness in any system that I notice (which might provide an opportunity for me, personally) is immediately plugged up and made impossible for anyone, including me, to exploit for any benefit.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m just sitting here, stuck, because I can&#8217;t fucking <em>do anything<\/em> to better my situation.  It&#8217;s awful; it feels like some kind of horrible prison sentence with no chance of parole.<\/p>\n<p>This is just dreadful, and honestly, I hope nobody out there feels any remorse at all for any problem encountered by anyone that is actually running this circus, whoever the fuck that happens to actually be.<\/p>\n<p>Fuck all of you people.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Basically, as far as I can tell, I&#8217;ve been used as a kind of public fount of ideas for essentially my entire life, or at least since the time I was about 5 years old. And this&#8230; situation, is what has served to form a major part of my personality. 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