{"id":965,"date":"2014-12-22T02:14:40","date_gmt":"2014-12-22T07:14:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=965"},"modified":"2014-12-22T02:23:34","modified_gmt":"2014-12-22T07:23:34","slug":"oops","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/?p=965","title":{"rendered":"Oops."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I just realized something.  <\/p>\n<p>For the past couple of years, I&#8217;ve been gorging on health-related supplements and boosters.  I mean, I&#8217;ve been taking way, way more than the recommended dosages for some stuff&#8230; I convinced myself that I was doing it for my health but now I think I <em>might <\/em>have been self-medicating or something.  Wow, imagine that.  I mean&#8230; can you do that?  <\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s impossible, right?<\/p>\n<p>Is some of that stuff addictive?  I mean, the roots and herbs and minerals and stuff.  You wouldn&#8217;t think so, really, but some illegal drugs are herbs and isn&#8217;t cocaine a mineral too?  It can be prepared as a salt.  <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not saying that anything I was taking was like crack or anything- that would be nuts- but I was taking way, and I mean WAY, more stuff than I should have been, especially, now that I think about it, when I was feeling down or depressed, or stressed out at work.  When I was really down I would go over by three or four times the recommended maximum dosages on the packages sometimes.  Was I an addict?  I mean, it wasn&#8217;t <em>intentional <\/em>that I would take the stuff just to escape from reality.  So I did it without thinking.  Is that addiction?<\/p>\n<p>So I recently stopped ingesting all of what I was taking and I feel a lot better but I *think* I might be having some withdrawal symptoms weaning myself off of what I was taking.  But that&#8217;s impossible, right?  They&#8217;re just herbs and roots and minerals etc.  It&#8217;s nothing illegal!<\/p>\n<p>Eek.  No, I&#8217;m OK.  No problems here.  I&#8217;m over this whole \u201caddiction\u201d thing.  And again, nothing I was taking was illegal, so that means it wasn&#8217;t addictive anyways.  So&#8230; move along, people.  Nothing to see here.  Nope.<\/p>\n<p>I mean, I&#8217;m supposed to be some kind of genius, right?  I was doing it to be healthy and I just did it wrong, but what if&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Eek.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I just realized something. For the past couple of years, I&#8217;ve been gorging on health-related supplements and boosters. I mean, I&#8217;ve been taking way, way more than the recommended dosages for some stuff&#8230; I convinced myself that I was doing it for my health but now I think I might have been self-medicating or something. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/965"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=965"}],"version-history":[{"count":27,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/965\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1013,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/965\/revisions\/1013"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=965"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=965"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sighinide.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=965"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}