Sighinide

Okay, I’m going to need to at this point consider the possibility that E.T. is based on 2 year old me, with 2 year old me being the “E.T.” itself.

Incredible I know. Baffling, yes, but logically this would “fit” based on everything I know now about everything, including mind control, the NWO, me and how I was raised, Spielberg himself, and everything else in the world.

I’ve been watching movies lately, and every single film I have seen in like the past month is chock full of personal references to my own life and fantasies, no matter when or where it was made or released or by whom. I would list them but it would take a lot of work and it’s 1:00 in the morning.

And I still haven’t seen A.I. Artificial Intelligence, either.

I suppose both E.T. and A.I. (Jeezus, those names. What an odd serendipity, there) can be thought of as a package, in a way. Or at least that’s what I suspect.

I haven’t seen either in decades.

So if these flicks are in fact based on 2 or 3 year old me, what does that say, or imply?

I haven’t the foggiest. It’s late and I need to sleep.

But I mean… we’re really drilling down here, aren’t we?

Wow.

Utterly incredible, crazy, and… awesome.

What a profoundly humbling experience this all is.

I also have on the docket the Omen movies, so I can learn more about the inner workings of the… AntiChrist process.

Incredible though. I mean if I am indeed E.T. himself- does that mean I am an alien too?

Or, possibly, is E.T. the baby version of the AntiChrist, with the “normal” me being advanced in age a few years and turned into Elliot?

Really incredible stuff, this is.

And very impressive.

If this hunch of mine has any weight to it at all, I cannot help but be amazed by the construction and design of all this. It’s truly awesome, all of it.

And then yes, every mainstream flick and possibly everything else made post E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial is probably me as well.

“Phone Home” indeed. Where is home, then? Where am I calling, and to whom? To whom does the AntiChrist report?

So incredible.

So epic, honestly.

No movie ever made by anyone is as epic as the life I’ve actually lived.

Wow.

Just for future reference here for my own sake, I want / need to remember that my own fantasy worlds as a youth mirror those of Calvin’s: space stuff, dinosaurs, etc. And also the “playing in the tub” stuff. And everything else, including the conversations you had with your parents when you were young.

I mean, just think a bit more and you’ll get it, Tom.

Right?

Right.

Ohhkay, yeah, I’m Calvin alright, at least in the later years of this strip.

I had and read (and adored) all of the early Calvin and Hobbes books when I was young, but stopped reading comic strips in general sometime during junior high, since I had convinced myself by then that I had outgrown “kid’s stuff”.

So I missed the later books.

Reading a few parts of a couple of them yesterday floored me. Holy Jeebus, it’s the same stuff, all over again- the comic is just drenched with stuff that specifically references my own memories. And I mean, it gets very specific. It’s too close for… comfort, or at least too close for my feeble attempts to convince myself that there might be some parts of this media complex of ours that aren’t me.

Unbelievably, Calvin and Hobbes even gets into Anti-Christ stuff!! There was a sequence of strips in one of the books I read that reference Calvin being a “person of destiny” and other jokes about how he will “run/lead the world” that echo very closely my own… knowledge, I guess, of my own future.

Kinda… incredible.

At any rate, perhaps this explains why I identified with Calvin so strongly when I was a kid, with his crazily overactive imagination and intricate fantasy worlds, his distinctive sense of humor, his extremely high (but very unusual) intelligence, etc. And “Hobbes” might be my old imaginary friend crossed with my Mickey Mouse doll.

I don’t know. But the latter books are very specific in more than a few references, and… difficult for me to say aren’t me. Perhaps it’s a matter of my memories of my teenage self being fresher, and more clear, than my childhood memories.

But… wow. Crazy, utterly crazy, and kinda overwhelming.

So, uh… this isn’t how other people live, right? I mean, all the media they consume isn’t just… tailored to them, specifically, yes?

Right?

Yeah… uhm… well… crazy stuff, lol.

Wow.