Sighinide

Ok, with all of that posted, one final note- it truly is impossible to square away a belief in Christian institutions and those of the West, since all Christian institutions are actively trying to destroy Western society with Muslim and Mexican immigration.

You can’t defend both. You need to pick one or the other. Do you support the Pope, or do you support the continued existence of your race and the West? Because they are fundamentally at odds.

The Church has already made it’s choice. It has decided to ally with it’s Abrahamic brothers, the Muslims, against agnostic Europe. It has gone “all-in” with Islam.

It’s the birds of a feather philosophy. Islam, like Christianity, is based on the Jewish Torah. Catholics have more in common with Muslims than they do agnostics. So, of course those two will band together to destroy agnostic Europe.

I’m not mincing words here. Every Christian institution stands against Europe. Every notable clergyman is opposed to the continued existence of America and Europe as White countries. And this is not an exaggeration- I mean every single one. Yes, there may be an isolated, rural preacher out there, somewhere, who stands against illegal immigration and the Muslim invasion. That does not absolve the fact the 99.9% of his peers do not support him, and that the entire church hierarchy above him doesn’t respect his views.

Men of the right- it’s time to choose. It’s one or the other. Europe or Jesus.

But not both.

Never again, can you have both.

Ok, I feel like I should explain more of things, now. Most importantly, I feel like the issue of Christianity needs to be discussed. Rather than write out a big spiel, I’ll just post something I wrote a good 6 months ago. I didn’t post this then because… IDK. I wrote it out at work and didn’t have time, I think. And I was tired of being controversial. But I’m OK with that now, so here it is. After I post this stuff, I’ll come back with some conclusions later on.

Part I
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Ok. It’s time. I need to lay it all out, finally, after having this stuff stew in my head for the last year or so. I need to just say my piece. I’ll lay it all out there, factually, and without excess emotion, passion, or demagoguery. I’ll just explain what it is that I think and why.

Here’s what I believe: It’s time for conservatives to throw away their bibles.

It’s time to get rid of Jesus. It’s time.

Christianity is a dead religion vis-à-vis young conservatives (i.e. white, middle class Midwesterners and Southerners). It’s a non-starter at this point and it will never again be relevant. It is truly a dead religion in the West, and any attempts to jump start it at this point will result in failure and embarrassment.

It’s time to ditch it entirely.

Look, I’m someone who grew up respecting Christianity. When I was a kid, like most others in my demo, I thought I would be forever Christian- like my parents. And then, life took over- real life- and I quickly realized that I couldn’t stick with it and survive. And I mean that literally, without exaggeration.

Christianity just does not mesh with the modern world. It just doesn’t. It’s morals are fundamentally outdated and useless in today’s society, if not actually outright harmful. There is almost no way to live as a devout Christian in today’s world and still be sane, and this is most especially true if you are a young, white male in the US or Europe. It just can’t happen.

Christianity is just incompatible with our daily lives and may very likely be dangerous to our physical wellbeing at this point.

We, as a people, as a demographic, need to come to grips with this. And conservatives most especially, because the contradictions in what they believe are tearing them apart.

Try this- read the news about “migrants” in Europe. Who is it that is always at the forefront, publicly ushering them in? It’s the Pope.

Yes, the Pope. And his underlings. It’s the Catholic churches, and the Christian NGO groups. And the Protestants- the Queen, and her churches.

It’s the Christians.

It’s not the Satanists, people, and I’m beyond tired of reading this. Not because it’s offensive to me, personally, but because it doesn’t make any logical sense. The Pope is not a Satanist. Neither is the head of the Protestant church. The Pope is a Catholic, the Queen is a Protestant, and the people who claim otherwise look like deluded idiots.

There is nothing “Satanic” about the NWO. The NWO is a Jewish/Christian creation down to the marrow of it’s bones. It is the real-life incarnation of the Christian dictate to create a raceless, nationless “Brotherhood of Man” bound by a devotion to the Christian hierarchy (the Vatican, churches, etc.), with a strong component of Jewish finance propping it up. It is a Judeo-Christian creation. It is the wet dream of anyone who really loved Sunday school.

Satanism does not play a part in the NWO. Satanism is a religion formed in the dark ages in Europe out of the remnants of the old witchcraft cults, and a few other various tribes of people (like the remnants of the Barbarians). Satanism is what was created when the Catholic Church started burning witches at the stake. The victims of the church’s purges banded together to survive, and called their religion Satanism- it was a way to keep their traditions alive in an age when not professing a belief in the Bible’s characters would get someone killed, by law.

Since then, Satanism has been an underground phenomenon, out of necessity. Once the absolute tyranny of the church was lifted somewhat with the creation of the United States, it was able to come out of hiding. But that is only very recent, from a historical perspective.

Satanism is not the enemy.

If conservatives wish their race to survive this century, they cannot afford to live in fantasy. And most importantly, they cannot afford to mis-identify their enemy. And they certainly cannot afford to mis-identify their enemy just because they’re too frightened of what might happen next.

Look, the enemy is the Church. The Pope. The Bible. It just is, and there’s no getting around this. It’s time to man up and look at the world as it actually is, and not how you’d like it to be.

Besides, as a religion, it’s outdated and useless anyways. It isn’t realistically possible to live a “Christian” existence anymore and still be able to function. That’s why the churches are empty.

It’s time to give it up and move on.

I did, and I can’t say enough good things about it.

Part II
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My own personal take is that the only established religious tradition that can offer hope is Satanism, but that is only one man’s opinion. I’m sure that there are other pagan religions just as good.

Like I said earlier, Satanism is natively European. It was born from the remnants of the European witch cults that who were forced to go into hiding to avoid being burned at the stake for being “heretics”. It is European by blood. It is also established and famous enough to get peoples’ interest. And it’s cool enough to get the youth interested. It’s our way out.

Granted, this will not go over well with a lot of people in the demo, to say the least. To most of them, it would go over like a lead balloon, and it definitely wouldn’t take well with the simpletons who think the bible is literally true. But to those who understand that it isn’t, what I’m saying should make logical sense. And, having tried it personally, I find that it’s worked very well for me.

And, crucially, it’s a plan. It’s an actual plan, and it might work. It sure as hell beats just sitting there!

Do we want to survive, or not? Are we willing to fight the tough fights to preserve our homelands or not? Because if something as nonessential as our experiences in Sunday school are going to hold us back from fighting to retake our homelands, than we might as well just lie down and die now.

Part III
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Also- there is no reason why jettisoning Christianity would also entail getting rid of basic morals.

One of the principal reasons that conservatives cling to Christianity in this day and age is the belief that without the guiding hand of the bible, peoples’ true nature, “evil”, will come out and destroy civilization. That is not so. It is not a problem to live normally and productively and also as a non-Christian. I mean, holy crap, I’m like the fucking Antichrist, or something, and I hold a 9-5 job at a cubicle farm as well as well as anyone else does.

Look- we need a blood religion that can give us the revolution we will need if we wish to survive, and this might be our only real shot.

So, that’s it.

Part IV
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One more note about Christianity- it was not, as it’s followers seem to believe, instrumental to the development of the West.

I hold Spengler’s view that Western Civilization is distinct from Classical Civilization. I don’t see “The West” as a construct that spans from Ancient Greece to modern Germany. I agree with Spengler that Western Civilization started around 1400 A.D., at the time when the Vatican’s grip over Europe was weakened at the end of the dark age.

Note what I said above. I believe that the West was born not of the Church, but of Europe’s repudiation of the Church and it’s doctrine of forced ignorance. It was the free spread of information that led to the creation of our (white, Aryan) civilization. It was the free spread of information- that very thing that the church hated most- that led to the creation of everything you see around you and gave our people the tools to rule the world.

It was the printing press that gives us everything we have. Gutenberg brought knowledge- books- out of the greedy hands of the Church and into the hands of the people. This act ended the dark ages and was our civilization’s real birth.

The Church has never been comfortable with this. It doesn’t like knowledge in the hands of others and it’s obvious. This is why it always, always fights for censorship and for the right to remove freedom of association from peoples’ lives.

The rights of freedom of information and association are why America exists! If anyone doubts this, read the Bill of Rights again. This country stands against the Church, not for it. The Church is why people immigrated here in the first place! They wanted to get away from the Vatican and the Protestant Churches! They wanted to read any book they wanted, and practice any faith they wanted, and associate with whom they pleased. Read any grade school history book for more info on this.

And this attitude is precisely why the USA became the world’s pre-eminent power of the modern age. It’s because we were governed, once, by men of reason and education, and not by men of the Church or the synagogue.

Don’t let any of the Founding Fathers’ talk of “God” fool you. They meant “God” as a being separate from the Church itself. Too many people conflate God with the Pope. The Pope is not supernatural, and most people in this world do not believe that he speaks for God.

The Founding Father’s “God” was not represented by the Church or the Queen. You can tell because they left Europe, to come here and get away from said establishments.

Part V
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Alright, it’s getting late, but here’s one final note on this subject.

The reason that Christianity was popular in Europe from Constantine to about 1800 was because literally 99% of people couldn’t read, and thus didn’t actually know what the bible said. It was this ignorance of the details of Christianity that made White peoples’ faith possible, because, you know, the Christian religion, when actually contemplated, comes across as frankly incomprehensible.

When I talked about the working class cultural revolution, earlier, I meant the real culture of the working class. Not this Breitbart nonsense. I meant the social elevation of small business owners and factory workers, and the values usually exemplified by those types.

I mean values like prudence, thrift, hard work, devotion, self-reliance, and working class comradery.

I mean things like the “live and let live” small government philosophy.

I think that maybe people (Trump, and the rest of the GOP) don’t know what “working class” means. It doesn’t mean stupid, or rude, or unknowing. Just because someone doesn’t have a 4 year degree doesn’t mean that he isn’t educated or intelligent.

*sigh*.

Well, that’s it for tonight.

The issue I have with the alt-right is that there’s no “there” there.

It has no sense of history. There’s nothing there.

It has no presence. There’s nothing that ties it to anything real, or even gives it an image of substance.

It’s followers seem, much too often, to be a bunch of angry, ignorant, drunken frat boys. The movement as a whole seems to lack cognizance.

I think that this is why their hero has been struggling as of late. The movement has frighteningly little substance, so Trump has nothing to say in regards to potential policies and plans.

This is reason #348 why I haven’t been backing him lately on Twitter or elsewhere. It’s because if he’ll build one wall, apparently solely to benefit his own fortunes, then why not another- say, a wall between him and us?

I still find the cult-like devotion his followers have in regards to him worrying. He’s as much of a blank slate as Obama was before his inauguration. How do they know that Trump won’t turn on them, the way that Obama turned on his followers?

I will not back anyone I’m not 110% sure is going to do the right thing. Politicians have a miserable record in this country. They lie, cheat their bases, and steal. I will never back a politician without solid evidence that he or she will not ever do those things, and I haven’t seen that, or anything close to it from Trump.

I will not be anyone’s useful idiot. Fuck that.

Back to the “alt-right”. There’s nothing to that stuff. The image I have of the people who comment at Brietbart is that they’re empty people who profess a love for Christianity, but who spend their free time looking at Internet porn. Like they’re the kind of people who whine about black crime but watch the NFL religiously. They’re people who seem, like Vox Day, to despise every political stance under the sun, despite spending so much of their time on political websites. They’re people who claim to be “White Nationalist” who are seemingly obsessed with the one political party that has always, always represented the polar opposite of that view, because it just now threw a few table scraps in their general direction.

Everyone’s views waver from time to time. We’re all human. But the lack of anything approaching real substance and logical consistency with Breitbart’s readership, and, hell, the readership of almost every “alt-right” website I can think of disturbs me.

This is why I want to publicly distance myself from this stuff. That ISN’T me.

This is why, earlier, I pointed out that lack of an “alt” in the “alt-right”. What we’re seeing with the rise of Trump and Breitbart is the same old, same old Nixon/Reagan-style elevation of the absolute worst parts of the white demographic. You know, that old, tired, failed strategy.

This… isn’t what I can support.

I think it telling that the “alt-right” doesn’t sound like much of an “alt” to anything at all.

To me, there is precious little difference between the rhetoric of “alt-rightists” and that of a typical Ronald Reagan worshiping GOP nerd. In fact, there may be no difference between them at all, from what I can see.

Here are the beliefs of the “alt-right”, as compiled by “alternative” blogger Vox Day:

https://voxday.blogspot.com/2016/08/what-alt-right-is.html

Day’s list is a list of Reaganeque GOP talking points, only confused. That’s all it is. And that being the case, if this list does, truly, represent his beliefs and those of his movement, he and his followers can fuck off.

Reading the list, I’m having a hard time understanding what it is that he actually stands for. This is also Trump’s problem, as I see it. In his first two bullet points, Vox attacks liberalism, libertarianism, socialism, National Review style “neo-conservationism”, Marxism, communism, and some other ‘isms. Then later on, he attacks free trade, globalism, and other economic ideas. That being the case, WTF does he actually like? Does he have any likes at all? I mean, outside from his own race, kinda, creature comforts, and some things on the Internet?

Beyond that, I disagree with almost every one of his stances, but in the interests of space, I’ll only discuss our major differences.

Actually, rather than do that, I’ll just outlay what it is that I believe, here. Then people can compare and contrast as they like.

I am a dark conservative.

1) I believe, principally, that Christianity is a plague on Western Civilization, scientific progress and rational thought. I believe that Christianity is inherently anti-Western, anti-civilization, anti-education, anti-white people, and immoral and a perversion of the right and proper way of thinking about things- and always has been. I believe that Jesus worship is a problem, if not THE problem- and I think that Christianity and Christian institutions, like the Vatican and the Protestant Church, may in fact be the origin of everything that ails us.

2) I believe in socialism. I am an elitist; a believer in natural hierarchies. I believe in Thomas Jefferson’s dictum about the evils of the banks and corporations. I believe that unfettered capitalism (i.e. paper wealth accumulation) is a major problem.

3) I believe in the reality of race. The races are not “equal”, and to think they are is dumb, infantile, and wrong.

4) I believe in the power and benefit of money. Real money, I mean. I believe in the power of using and accumulating currency that is a substitute for a real-world asset, like gold. Everything else instigates corruption.

5) I believe that the world is violent, and that to the victor go the spoils. Because that’s what the last 10,000 years of history tells us.

6) I believe that Satanism and the old religions, like Odinism and Roman/Hellenic paganism, are best for both conservatives and Whites because those are naturally, authentically European religions. The weird, incomprehensible, stapled together Asian/Jewish/European/African mongrel religions like Christianity, Islam, Baha’ism and such only confuse people at best. Ethnoculturalism must extend to important matters like religion as well, and not just to TV, the Internet and mp3’s.

7) I believe that anyone who takes religion literally should not be respected. Just as educated Greeks laughed at the simpletons who believed that Zeus was a real person who sat on a chair up in the clouds throwing lightning bolts at people, so too should we laugh at any moron who actually gives real credence to literal interpretations of any religious philosophy.

8) I believe in the inherent supremacy of my own race, and I believe that this is the right and proper way to think. That is the natural way, so that is the right way. Not to mention that in my case this belief is logical- my people created civilization and the modern world. We are the best, the most capable, and thus, yes, the most supreme. The evidence for this is the last 500 years of history.

9) I believe that it is fine to recognize and appreciate the talented people of other races. You should do this; that is the right and noble, the Aryan, thing to do. The ability to appreciate, and thus learn from others, is one of the things that has made my own race strong. But this does NOT mean that the races are inherently “equal”. Because they are not. And it does not mean that the other races must not be defeated to protect our own, hard won prosperity.

10) I believe in the Rule of Law, so long as the law is just and serves the race. Otherwise, the law can fuck off.

11) I believe in globalism. Global thinking, meaning big thinking, large scale thinking, always wins the day. I believe in the old socialist dictum of “Think globally, act locally”. Global thinking beats national thinking, hands down. All great movements and civilizations are built by educated men with global perspectives and ambitions.

12) I believe in the importance and the power of nature. The Earth is our home, and we must protect it and cherish it as we would our houses. To do otherwise is to betray humanity and your own race, if not yourselves, your children, and your own best interests.

In short, I am a conservative. I think that most conservative thinkers from 1300 to about 1800 would agree with most or all of my dozen points here. The “dark” is mostly for style purposes. As a Satanist, I use it to distinguish myself from the more pagan-minded conservatives of the middle ages.

So, there it is.

I’m getting tired of others’ cowardice.

It’s gotten to the point, now, where I’m running out of places to visit on the web because of all the contemptible Trump cheerleading being performed by people I used to respect and listen to. I feel embarrassed for them; so much so that I can’t help but turn away. It’s sick and stupid on their part.

It honestly makes me wonder if any of Trump’s cheerleaders were ever truly worthy of respect. Perhaps I was wrong to listen to them, earlier, if this is all they’re made of.

Being who I am, I have an instinctive revulsion for men who cheer lead for other men. It looks grotesque.

Yuck.

As far as Trump’s actual policies, he has proven himself, thus far, to be a typical GOP stooge. He has my message but Mitt Romney’s spirit. He has shown himself, time and time again, to lack any substance beyond that of any other garden variety GOP politician.

He looks like a hack, frankly, and in his case, it looks even worse than usual, because he has never, ever, stuck with anything at all for very long, ever.

Remember when he was a democrat? He voted for Obama in 2012 after questioning Obama’s citizenship back in 2008, remember? Remember when he was best friends with the Clintons? I do. Trump flip-flops at least as much as Romney. AT LEAST.

He doesn’t truly believe in anything, obviously.

Given his history, I can’t support him, and I wonder WTF the people who do are thinking.

So, fuck ’em all.

I’m getting sick and tired of hearing about Donald Trump.

Frankly, I don’t like him. I’ve tried, believe me. I’ve tried. I’ve tried, many, many times over, to see what others see in him, but I just… can’t.

I just don’t understand his appeal.

I like Trump when he takes ideas from me, yes, but that’s just because he flatters me when he does so.

But as for him… I can’t stand him, and the more I learn about him, the less appealing he looks.

I can’t get over the fact that he’s so clearly not who he claims to be.

Trump is an oligarch; he’s a product of the Fed’s easy money experiments in the 80’s and 90’s, and he defines that era. He doesn’t belong in any conservative movement, and you can tell.

Trump principally cares about himself, not the country, and he clearly doesn’t care about any transcendent ideals, left, right, or otherwise.

I’m sick of the “alt-right” as well. I don’t fit in with them and never will. I am not a member of any “alternative” movement. I am a conservative. I take my cues from authors long dead, not from bloggers or twitter accounts.

The fact that the “alt-right” sees in Trump a savior is a good indication that I will never fit in with them, ever. Not that I want to, anymore. Now that I fully see what Trump is, I mean.

I’m beyond sick of the GOP as a whole. I want them all gone; all of them, Trump included.

I’m tired of seeing the GOP make a mockery of the political ideals I believe in. I’m tired of their candidates, like Trump, who purposely sabotage their own chances and support bases for the “greater good”.

I dislike being a part of any of this nonsense.

So, henceforth, I am reasserting myself and what I believe in.

I am a dark conservative, forged in the Satanic underground of the mid 90’s and early 00’s.

I am a conservative. I am not anyone’s “alternative”. I do not give a fuck if Trump wins or loses. I truly do not care, either way.

In fact, I would be glad if he loses. Nothing would make me happier, because a loss for Trump would sink the GOP forever.

The GOP is the party of Lincoln and always has been. It’s the party of New Englander Wall Street types and their sycophants, like Trump, Nixon, Reagan and Romney.

These people are not conservatives and never have been, despite the fantasies of their sheep.

So, fuck ’em all.

And… strangely enough, I don’t feel devastated.

It’s eerie. And shocking. But… it’s me.

I feel, weirdly enough, invincible.

I feel like this can only lead to new things. To good things. To new opportunities. I feel elated and happy.

It’s a stark contrast to how I felt the last time I lost my job. Then, I was crushed. Thank God that the Scarlett pics leaked that day, or I don’t know what I would’ve done.

But now… I feel like it almost doesn’t matter.

I think I know what’s going on. It’s me, and it’s the vampire’s powers. I had no idea how strong he is. I mean, I had no idea.

I feel amazing.

I’ve grown up so much, too. I’m not the man I was. I’ve changed. I’m so much stronger than I was back then that that’s incredible in and of itself.

Last time, I felt like crying for weeks. This time, I feel only pride at the things I’ve accomplished at work. I’ve legitimately done amazing things, and I’m recognized for it. I feel great.

I’m really impressed by the vampire, and by Sara. too. Her ability to navigate stressful social situations with grace, confidence and attitude is second to none. Thank you, Sara. I could tell that my boss was impressed by how coolly and confidently I took the news. I mean, I learned the news before I left that my last day was tomorrow- after a near 5 year stint- and I handled with grace and aplomb, I thought. It was amazing, how I felt.

I didn’t break down. I wasn’t even unduly shocked or scared. I took it like a man.

Ironically, by borrowing from a girl.

Sara- you really are incredible. Thank you for what you’ve done with me.

Before I left today, I used my organizational powers to strip mine my cube of everything of value.

It occurred to me while doing so that it’s that set of powers that the vampire might want access to.

Or, maybe he just wants “Tom” to be whole. Hmmn. He is good, at the end of the day. He really is, I think.

I feel just amazingly strong, now, and not like a monster. I feel like a human with great self confidence and a great future ahead of him.

I feel, kinda, like myself. I feel like I used to feel, before the split.

Kinda.

Well, I need to rest up for tomorrow’s big day. It’ll still be difficult.

But, it’ll be doable.

Thanks, guys! The future looks fantastic.

If I hand Trump the victory I upset everyone I love.

My family, my friends, my coworkers, my fans, my girlfriends, and all of their friends… everyone that’s important to me.

I don’t want to make everyone upset and miserable.

I’m sorry, I know that this is un-dictator like of me, but it’s the case, and I need to think about this.

Or, maybe I could bury my head in the sand and run away from my problems.

That might work, too.

I’m ready, now.

But I’m not- quite- sure I want to jump in.

I’m finished with my political research. I’m done. I know how it works, now.

I can do anything, politically. I’ve mastered the field.

The question I face now is simple- do I want to actually use my powers and knowledge?

Or- do I keep them for myself?

I can hand Donald the election on a silver platter, if I wished. But do I want this?

Is that best for me?

Should I let him flounder, so that Hilary can take the election,and thus get blamed for the ensuing chaos after she’s inaugurated?

Or- should I not? Should I not step in?

Should I even care, either way? I have a life to lead that doesn’t involve politics.

I don’t know.

I really need guidance.

I wish I had someone who could help me through this.