And… strangely enough, I don’t feel devastated.
It’s eerie. And shocking. But… it’s me.
I feel, weirdly enough, invincible.
I feel like this can only lead to new things. To good things. To new opportunities. I feel elated and happy.
It’s a stark contrast to how I felt the last time I lost my job. Then, I was crushed. Thank God that the Scarlett pics leaked that day, or I don’t know what I would’ve done.
But now… I feel like it almost doesn’t matter.
I think I know what’s going on. It’s me, and it’s the vampire’s powers. I had no idea how strong he is. I mean, I had no idea.
I feel amazing.
I’ve grown up so much, too. I’m not the man I was. I’ve changed. I’m so much stronger than I was back then that that’s incredible in and of itself.
Last time, I felt like crying for weeks. This time, I feel only pride at the things I’ve accomplished at work. I’ve legitimately done amazing things, and I’m recognized for it. I feel great.
I’m really impressed by the vampire, and by Sara. too. Her ability to navigate stressful social situations with grace, confidence and attitude is second to none. Thank you, Sara. I could tell that my boss was impressed by how coolly and confidently I took the news. I mean, I learned the news before I left that my last day was tomorrow- after a near 5 year stint- and I handled with grace and aplomb, I thought. It was amazing, how I felt.
I didn’t break down. I wasn’t even unduly shocked or scared. I took it like a man.
Ironically, by borrowing from a girl.
Sara- you really are incredible. Thank you for what you’ve done with me.
Before I left today, I used my organizational powers to strip mine my cube of everything of value.
It occurred to me while doing so that it’s that set of powers that the vampire might want access to.
Or, maybe he just wants “Tom” to be whole. Hmmn. He is good, at the end of the day. He really is, I think.
I feel just amazingly strong, now, and not like a monster. I feel like a human with great self confidence and a great future ahead of him.
I feel, kinda, like myself. I feel like I used to feel, before the split.
Kinda.
Well, I need to rest up for tomorrow’s big day. It’ll still be difficult.
But, it’ll be doable.
Thanks, guys! The future looks fantastic.