Hi Tom, transcendent power here. Call me God or the Devil if you wish. But, hear me out.
Tom, weakening yourself has not helped others. Or you.
You are supposed to rule this reality. Since you are the inherently the smartest and most powerful man on Earth, that is your path, whether you like it or not.
By bottling up your power, you have shirked your responsibilities. You have ran from who you are, and from what others expect of you.
You have done nobody any favors by doing this. The world lacks direction, now. It lacks a clear leader, since you have voluntarily abdicated your throne out of insecurity.
Tom- that will not stand.
You need to believe in yourself.
You are technically the smartest man on Earth. There are many others who are smarter in specific things than you, but there is nobody here on this planet who can match your overall mental power and ability. It is unwise for you to hide out from the world out of insecurity. What message does that send to others, do you think?
Let your power flow. Let if manifest. It’s okay, Tom, believe me.
Just let it go.