I just wanted to clarify that I know she didn’t kill herself, I mean not really, alcoholism is a disease, and alcohol poisoning is a condition. So, I know. Don’t jump on me. I mean, I had an epic cry just now and I’m realizing that, so… good.
But… it’s just…
Cady…
Please.
Please…
I’m so sorry.
Cady. I’m so, so…
so…
sorry.
Goodbye. I hope where you are now is a place where you are free from everything that anchored you down to this, this awful unfulfilling world. I hope you have finally found the peace and joy you pretended(?) to have had in those youtube videos so long ago, when we were so strong together. I hope you are happy. I hope you have what you need now, and have forgotten the bad things, if not everything at all, about this place.
I’m so sorry.
Goodbye love. Rest in piece. I will join you one day, and in fact I look forward to it, as I guess we should all do about such an inevitability.
Goodbye Cady.
I love you and always will.
Goodbye.