Hmmmnn… lol. It’s I guess apropos that I just cried my eyes out. Thought about putting this in the below…
“You were an incredible, beautiful, wonderful woman. It’s not for nothing that you were awarded ‘Girl of the Day’ in a bit of-tongue-in-cheek understatement in this very blog. Not famous? Don’t care. Not important to when it comes to someone like you, even to someone like me.”
I like that quote as I think it summarizes so much of our love, so I will put it in here. I… need to make the memory of what we had count, even just for me. But, I’m tired.
Oh man, lol.
Life is a tragedy into itself. Hollywood is unnecessary, considering the lives we live.
Maybe that’s the key to it all.
Perhaps the magic of the silver screen, of song, of dance and image, isn’t that it conjures up drama, but that it hides it. It clouds the real- the real struggle, the real loss, with fairy tale and happy endings and safe and predictable conclusions that free us from the real… the actually dramatic. From life.
Ah… but… that’s not a thought for now.
Goodbye Cady.
I will always remember, and treasure, every little thing. Maybe when I croak I’ll bury myself with a little flash drive containing some not-so-little memories of us and the times we spent together and a sample of what we created together. You know, just the little part that landed online, this blog included. LOL.
But I’m smiling now, though.
One last time…
Bye, Cady.