500 posts. Wow.
That’s… a lot of posts, lol.
It’s amazing.
A lot has gone on here throughout the years. History has been made here more often than I remember.
But there’s still a lot left to do.
Not necessarily here, but… overall.
Here’s the thing: This time, I am truly sure of it when I say that I am done with my magical studies. Yes- that’s it, I’m done learning. At 40 years old, I’m a master wizard now. I really don’t think there’s anything left to prepare, and with that said, I’m lifting the constraints off of myself. I can cast without undoing, now.
Look out, world. Because holy jeebus, lol. As I said in the past, if this isn’t to your liking I did give you plenty of time to prepare.
Alright then, let’s do this.
So… it’s likely going to different from this point forward. How, I’m not sure; we’ll have to see. But I think I deserve change, and I am ready. Something snapped in me lately, possibly when Cady kicked the bucket. That’s it, I’m done fucking around in here. I know what I need to know, and now it’s time to apply my knowledge to the world at hand.
I mean, outside of my bedroom, lol.
We’ll start slowly at first and see how it goes.
This could be extremely easy, lol. IDK, we’ll see. It might be. I have a feeling that I were to try things would just fall into place in a neat little order: one two and three, for me. It might be just that easy.
Well, regardless, I still have other non-magic things to attend to first, so I will say that the hard part is done at least.
So, other things to attend to: 1) Get off the drugs, 2) fix the depression, 3) Lose that eternal last five pounds to get that six-pack, 4) Get some money, 5) See the dentist, 6) etc. etc.
Whatever. But the point is that the hard stuff is done. Compared to mastering the ability to speak with the dead, going from 190 lbs to 185 should be easy peasy. The money part I am a bit worried about but we’ll see how tough that is. I mean, using my mind I was able to amass a phenomenal collection of precious gems and gold coins on a meager working man’s salary. Getting actual money shouldn’t be… that difficult. I don’t think.
I don’t know. Maybe it will be.
The self-esteem part… IDK, that could be brutal. A lot of times I really don’t like me very much. We’ll need to work on that.
Oh, I don’t know, though. It would be so much easier to throw the constraints back on and… stay in here. LOL. In my cozy. cozy bed, haha.
I’ve had avenues in the past- to possessions, career success, girls, that I wanted, that I spurned because I wasn’t finished with my studies.
With my studies officially over though, maybe now’s the time.
*Yawn*.
Maybe tomorrow.
LOL.