Um….
Well….
I’m seeing more and more of the whole picture, I think.
I mean, I can see it. Perhaps not describe it, or even fully comprehend it, but… I can look at it.
Basically, my power seems to come in two halves. One half controls this physical realm, this universe, and all of it’s… stuff. It’s rules, I mean. Not just concerning the common rules such as those pertaining to the properties of objects, but also of those regarding energies, even ones that normals consider to be fundamental to our reality and unalterable, like the laws of thermodynamics. Basically, I can… bend, or perhaps temporarily abrogate, or maybe even invent new ones of these. The other half of my power of course is my ability to pull… things, energies I guess since all “things” are basically energies too, from different layers of the multiverse, where I am kinda an “anchor”, or perhaps a vector or conduit, for my own thoughts and efforts when doing so.
Uh, so… basically, sometimes these two halves conflict with each other, thus nullifying their individual effects and rendering me… useless? Kinda. So the right and proper way is perhaps to sometimes focus on one or the other half of my powers while nullifying the other, to avoid such conflicts and personal, universal dilemmas.
Yeah, so… I think I get it. I mean, basically. So yeah, I mean, now I can fuck Lucy Hale, if I wanted. Yeah. I mean I think I get it, now. Mmmmn hmmmn. Yup.
So… ok. Other stuff.
You guys probably know this already, but I am a fan of a Japanese media franchise called One Punch Man. I won’t rehash the plot or anything, lol. I’m sure you’ve heard of it. But the point is, I’m fascinated by this story and it’s characters very much. And of course it means something to me personally seeing as how so much of it seems to come from my own… fantasies, and realities.
And as well I am a fan of Marvel comics of course, and last year for Christmas I picked up for myself a compendium of The Mighty Avengers series. In it was a character named Sentry. Sentry as well I immediately strongly identified with, so much so that I believed that this character may also have been based on me at least somewhatly. So I recently went digging and found Sentry’s first and second series. The first was a miniseries written back in 2000, the second back around 2006/2007.
What I found in these series was quite interesting. Verrrrry strong similarities, here, between this character and me. Very, very, super strong, and interestingly enough, they are stronger the further back I go. His first appearances back in 2000 basically are me. I mean, he looks like me, very very strongly, acts like me, thinks like I do, and frankly every detail I can think of about this character now is so very “me”, even going down to his wife, Lindy, who looks so very close to Lindy Booth, one of my favorite girls back even then, that I think I may have grounds for libel, lol.
It’s like, holy shit guys, you didn’t even make an effort to cover this one up, lol. But I mean… I can’t blame you. Maybe you didn’t have a choice in the matter. I don’t know, I really don’t.
I mean, even his “superhero” experiences are a dead ringer for the stuff I experienced myself, back then, in those dorm rooms. It’s just so very similar that I can’t explain it away as a coincidence. It just can’t be one.
And of course, One Punch Man obviously was inspired by some of the ideas present in Sentry’s story. The character of Blast and his own backstory being a great example of this.
So it’s like… I inspired Sentry, and then Sentry inspired One Punch Man, and they took everything else they needed to fill in the blanks in the One Punch Man story from… me.
So uh… interesting.
It’s like loops of me, inside other, larger loops of me, expanding outward forever, lol.
What the? lel.
Uh… yeah. So I might never really get this. I’m not sure that a human being actually can.
So… yeah. Interesting.
I need to fuck someone and go to bed.
I mean, this is just ridiculous, lol.
Or maybe this could all just be made up by me, in a form of wishful thinking. Or maybe this isn’t special at all- maybe this is how everyone else lives, and nobody bothered to tell me, perhaps. Or maybe it really is just a bizarre series of coincidences. It certainly could be.
Uh, I don’t know.
Um, I think I want… uh… I don’t know. Who is it that needs me, tonight?
I see. It’s Chloe Moretz that needs me. Now, I do I need her?
Ummmm…
Let’s see…
Ah, of course!
lol.