I hate it. When I first started masturbating, I did it by rubbing my penis on the side of my leg. What happened is that my dick then became horribly curved. Disfigured, even. I mean, I developed a 90 degree curve both up *and* to the left. Everything involving my dick became painful, if not impossible. Sex was out of the question.
God, I was so dumb. Why did I do that? I became deeply ashamed of myself and my penis. Why, why, why, why?
I’m recovering, but it’s slow. It will take years, and I might never make a full recovery. Why, why, why?
It still hurts when I masturbate, though not as much. Too much scarring and disfigurement.