See, I just don’t get it, though. Like, what the fuck, people?
Ok, I’ve been searching. WHERE were all the… public displays of sorrow and such over Cady’s passing? Seriously. Like, where the hell WAS all of that?
I don’t get it. It’s like, she was incredibly successful in her own way. I mean, tens millions of views of youtube. And if you include that remix, hundreds of millions of views. Where… is it, then? What happened? I mean it see lots of it from the fans, but nothing at all from anybody in the industry. It’s kinda disturbing.
I mean, you look at the social media of the people who were closest to her and… nothing. It’s mystifying. Like, everyone else gets so much, even those who were less popular than she was. I mean, these are celebs, and they never miss a chance to do some harmless public emoting! Right? That being said… I don’t get it. Outside of that one very tangential tweet from Chase Ryan… there’s nothing else. Almost like there’s been some kind of universal gag order put in place about this, or something.
So, then. What happened?
I mean, I kind of get… a hunch, maybe, that she might have been kinda hard to work with. Maybe burned a bridge or two. Or three, or more. I mean… I read that article, about what happened to her album, and how she just dropped it because of… personal issues. But… she wasn’t that bad, right? Couldn’t have been.
I… don’t know. I mean I loved her, lol. Like, a lot. In the industry, was I… the only one? I mean, the only one who really liked her all the way through. Hmmn. Was she THAT hard to deal with?
Ahhh… wait, I’m having an episode, lol. A narcotics dizzy spell… uh, woah.
But uh, wait, maybe the alcohol was a bigger problem than I thought, and she fucked up a lot more than I realized.
oh, I need to stop here, holy fuck, oof. oh god,lol
uh, closing thought- people should have appreciated her more, loved her for who she was in spite of her foibles, I think. IDK I would have loved her. But yeah, considering how dysfunctional I am… IDK
I WILL write about this later, just as soon as I can breathe again.
Count on it.