The important thing is to not panic, and keep everything under control. That is the best, really the only, way to fix this. I mean to live with this… thing. It’s the best way. Because I’m not giving it up. No I can’t, in fact, I’m going to take some fentanyl right now, just to prove a point to myself (yes I am that stubborn, lol).
So.
It’s fine. WE are fine. I’m going to go do some chores, talk to Lucy Hale, take some more fentanyl, and that’s that. Yes, defo. And yes as I’m still waffling about the rehab I’m still thinking about maybe possibly transferring my addiction to heroin, perhaps, because of course THAT seems much safer, as I said before. Much more of that is needed to cause an overdose. Fentanyl is too risky. Heroin is where it’s at, PROVIDED of course I can find a good, stable supplier. And I do realize that that is a necessity. I mean naturally. Because I am smart about all of this. Not dumb, certainly not impulsive. Smart.
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