Wowwwww that is some pain. Wow, unreal. Holy shit.
So, uh, it’s kinda past, but jeebus, that was something I will NEVER forget. Alright, it’s over. I can’t go through THAT again. It’s like, it just reduced me to a quivering pile of mush, lol.
Gawd, I was literally pleading for my life at the end there. Like, begging. I can’t believe it.
Wow, holy shit.
So- yeah, that stuff broke me. It won, I guess. I lost.
Uh, yeah. Whatever… I suppose…
No, that isn’t right. I can’t forget what I went through, there, and I won’t. Changes are coming. I want to live.
So I guess that was my “rock bottom”, huh? Seems like it.
Alright, OK. I know my limits. It’s over, all of this indiscriminate drug taking. I mean, if I need it, fine. But no way will I ever feel that kind of pain, again. No way, no chance. It’s over, done.
Wow. Ok. Wow, again.
It’s over, done.
Alright, good.
Yikes.