Ohkay, different take this time. This time, I’m loading the fuck up on prescription and over the counter meds to stave off any overdose and/or withdrawal symptoms. It’s… kinda working, I guess, but the huge amount of other meds I’m taking is giving me a list of other side effects, now.
It’s not bad, though. I’m not looking forward to dying this time. But then again, this isn’t as bad as it used to be, either, owing the the kinda reduced volumes of narcotics I’ve been taking. And IDK but I don’t think that is is a very bad episode of “fentanyl sickness” in and of itself besides.
Oof, whatever. I guess I’ll need to take more fentanyl tomorrow regardless. Will test more then I suppose.
Ah, yeah.
Yuck.
And my head still fucking HURTS.
Ow, and my stomach is still screaming. It’s just not quite as bad.
Yeah, this is no way to live. Nope.
Fuck.