Sometimes it just feels like there is no limit to the amount of energy I can generate. It’s… truly awesome. Superhuman. Like, it stretches deep, way past our dimension and into realms other humans can’t begin to comprehend. It’s unreal.
I don’t… understand it, even now. Not fully, I mean. But I did some exercising at least while draining the Kerris Dorsey reddit of all of it’s pictures. Nice, I’ve been meaning to do that for years now, and finally got around to it.
Don’t ask me to look for Justine’s old fashion blog. It’s probably gone, if I could even find the bookmark for it (I’m sure I could). At any rate I have all the pictures there from the last time I looked at it, anyways.
Hmmn, nice. Perhaps it’s time to move Kerris up a notch, then. Or maybe even bring Justine back into things. God I loved her, lol. I kinda lost interest, kinda, when she stopped posting stuff on her tumblr. I mean, no new stuff means I don’t know what you think of me, anymore. So, that’s kinda important, you know?
But yeah, nice. I was able to fill in some of the blanks in my Kerris Dorsey collection with what I got from the Reddit.
I need to start listening to her music, also. I’ve been meaning to for years but again never got around to it. Cool, then. I mean, I have listened to some of her stuff, like that video I posted on this blog years ago- you know, that duet with her sister. The Christmas mashup they did together. That song kicks ass, and I listen to it at least once every Christmas, along with Abigail Breslin’s mournful Christmas tune. Guess I have odd taste, or something. IDK.
But yeah, the powers. I love exercising my psychic energies so much, and today I got a really good extradimensional workout in after sleeping with Kerris this morning. Nice. Kerris you are awesome hun. I wonder if she’s still friends with Olivia. IDK, but I hope so. It sucks to see such good friendships… drift apart, and at least some of what I do here is ensure that my girlfriends stay in touch. Or, at least, stop them from killing each other, lol. I mean hyperbole yeah, but I don’t want them competing too much. Friends need to stay friends, yah? I mean, I know they compete for jobs, likes, reposts, etc., I mean that’s unavoidable. But still… the power of friendship, and all that, lol. You know.
Um… so… yeah, I should listen more to the Dorseys’ music this holiday season. I think their style fits with winter, anyhow. So, that should be fun.
I wonder if Justine still thinks about me. Probably. I mean, everyone else does, lol. But I mean… she would think different things, yeah? Considering our fling / history. And other stuff, things I won’t get into here.
Speaking of which, I need to, I think, listen to more of Olivia’s recent songs. But not right now, I think. Right now, I need to finish filing away my new Kerris collection and take stock of all of that, and consider what any new knowledge I’ve gleaned from those pictures fits into the grand scheme of things.
So… all in all, an amazingly fun day. It was such a reward to see some of things Kerris posted in years past. Like early instagram pictures, and the like. Those pictures are treasures, to me. They’re a living remembrance of that stage of my life, back when it was new and… different. Like, back when I didn’t know who any of these people even were, really. Back when my head and soul was filled with endless possibility, and the future just seemed so open and… fun.
I really love those old instagram filters, now. I used to kinda… hate them, because I wanted higher resolution pictures, and clearer ones. But now… I really value those old ones. They have a style and innocence to them that feels refreshing. Now, everything needs to be big and clear because everything is an advertisement. At least, that is how it is since Zuckerberg get his nasty mitts on the company. Now it feels like there is no room for creativity on the platform. It’s too corporate, not personal enough, not FUN. It’s been infected with the facebook virus. The old instagram has been ruined, it seems, and it sucks. Now it’s shallow, and all about showing off, being an asshole, or selling some dumb junk. It’s nothing good, anymore.
Count your blessings while you have them, I guess.
It is unfortunate (at least, from my perspective) that Kerris’s career hasn’t had the trajectory of a Katherine McNamara or an Olivia Holt, but… maybe that’s my fault, for not spending as much time with her as I did with either of those two. I don’t know. Maybe, like Rachel, she just didn’t really want it that way, herself. I may never know.
Well… off to file pictures away.
What a fun afternoon.
I feel so energized.
It’s a wonderful feeling.
Neat.