I guess that the takeaway here is that I’m done searching, both for things in others and myself. I don’t need to experiment anymore, with anyone or anything. In regards to sexuality or even relationships in general I can just zero-in now on those very specific things and particular types of people that are most fulfilling for myself and safely ignore 99.99% of everything else.
And with that being the reality, nothing impresses me anymore, and TBH everything outside the very specific zone that works best for me no longer seems to even register. At best that stuff is casually ignored; at worst, it’s repulsive.
It’s kind of amazing, actually.
Life is so much simpler this way, and so much more fulfilling. It’s quite nice.
And it frees up a lot of time, too.
Pretty sweet deal.