Need another hit, I swear to God I’m punching a wall if I don’t get one. This is absolutely ridiculous. Fuck. FUCK.
Oof, no, I will try to… maybe not. Maybe tomorrow morning. Stretch it out, you know?
If I can.
Jeebus, watching trainspotting clips on YT is… helping?
Actually, yeah. It is. It IS helping. A lot. More than you might expect, seriously.
Thanks, guys.
Ok, then. Time to make it through the night.
Oof, OK.
You know, all things considered, maybe this wasn’t such a bad Halloween after all. I have a plan to get clean, and I’m… enjoying myself, writing these blog posts. So, not terrible. It’s a pity the candy chasing was such a dud outside.
Ah well, more YT. Then, bed.
Gods, I’m not looking forward to that, lol. Oof. No, not at all.
Good night, world.
God, how I wish my nerves didn’t feel like this. But, you know that.
‘night.