Ohkay, the hit I took has FINALLY spread to my fingers. Oh god, they were so COLD. Oh god, was that horrible.
I think I’ll spend today trying to choke down some saltine crackers and resting in bed. Like I need to eat SOMETHING I think. I mean, I’ll die if I don’t, right? And of course I’ll watch youtube. Maybe Simpsons clips.
And I’ll procrastinate on everything else, and listen to maybe some songs from my dead ex-girlfriend again.
As yes, the glamorous life of a fentanyl addict. Wonderful.
Oof, though. These small hits aren’t doing it. I need MORE. I seriously do. This just isn’t going to work. I really really need more fentanyl. Like, A LOT more. Or at least, maybe make the switch to heroin, already.
Oof, this sucks.
Ouch, lol.
ow…