I… slipped back into it, didn’t I?
Fuck.
I mean, I was doing so GOOD. Fuck.
Yeah, I fucked up. I seriously have majorly fucked up, here. Ah, god DAMN it. Well… I… I just… everything is moving in slow motion, again. My nerves are fucking DEAD, everything is… fucked up, inside. Yeah… I mean, I can’t breathe, again.
Ah… FUCK.
Addiction to hard drugs really is just so, so awful. Like, there’s no glamour, here. It sucks, it hurts, and it’s fucking scary. And it’s so embarrassing. You just can’t. get. OFF the damn things! It’s just impossible! Ahh… well… whatever.
… Fuck. Sorry, Cady. Sorry, Tom. Sorry, everyone.
Fuck.