I don’t know.
I might go ahead and try killing myself tonight. I’ll think about it.
No reason not to, honestly.
We’ll see. I have enough fentanyl stored up to make a quick and easy exit from this life if I want.
Shouldn’t take THAT much.
Google tells me 250 micrograms at once should kill a normal person. I mean, someone without tolerance.
I mean if I put ALL my patches on, at once, that would be like… 900 micrograms per hour. More than enough for a quick and painless death, even for me.
Well… I’m getting more, later this week. Maybe I’ll wait for then, or not. I don’t know.
I’ll think about it.
IDC about Cady anymore. Fuck that bitch. She never did THAT much for me, anyhow. It was mostly just songs and stuff.
Yeah, I don’t want to go through this.