I think alot about suicide, because it just seems hopeless. My government is trying to kill me, and there’s nothing I can do about it, yet. No jobs, no future, no respect from anyone. I hate life today and want it all over sometimes. I know I’m not alone in feeling this, either.
There is one thing that I can do, though, and that is get others (my friends, the celebrities), to side with me by posting my thoughts on twitter. I will probably end up doing this.
I’m scared, though. The US government is a terrifying, terrifying organization. It is hateful, corrupt, and monstrous in the extreme- the most awful man made organization in Earth’s history. There is no telling what it will do when Obama is re-elected.
It says alot that I’m scared, even now, of typing the things I’m typing, even though nothing I’ve said here is illegal, and nobody will read this anyways.
I guess there is only one thing to do, isn’t there? I must tell my celebrity friends the truth- to lead them away from Obama and closer to me. I want them to remember me as a brave man, so that when I leave them, they will still respect me.
I must fight. There is no other way. Nobody will “rescue” me. I need to stand my ground and create my own future.