Uh, well, I’m bored.
I think I’ve kinda… run out of ways to make this stuff interesting.
In the past, there was always things I could do to make the sexual stuff interesting, but now I think I’ve run out of… things. Everything. I’m just bored. Seriously, seriously bored.
About a year ago, I made a determination to lower my sexual activities. This was made for a few reasons: one, I wanted to conserve my physical energy to work on my physical health and development; two, I wanted to use my psychic/magical energy to do other things, mostly involving research into parallel realities, mind control and eternal youth related stuff; and three, I wanted to conserve my sexual energies, because I wanted to use them in other ways, to broaden my relationship vistas.
What I mean by number three is that I wanted to see what else was out there, both related to my current relationships and potential future ones.
Awhile back I made a bunch of posts related to past “leaks” that occurred of celebs and nude stolen/given/whatever pictures. And I decided to persue this topic further, and kind of used my sexual energies to motivate me. So, instead of fucking my girlfriends, I used the energies to give me ambition to see what could be found out there. I guess I was a little greedy, but I was mostly curious. After all, I’ve learned quite a bit from my girlfriends over the decades and I wanted to know what else they could teach me.
Unfortunately I didn’t find anything. I’m starting to come to the realization that that whole culture is basically a scam, and there really isn’t anything else out there, besides a bunch of phantoms and rumors. It’s empty. Over the past year I’ve talked with people who supposedly had interesting pictures and nothing has ever come of it. It’s all been lies, I guess, or exaggerations, or empty hearsay. There’s nothing there. There’s no pictures to look at, information to get, or… anything. It’s a big nothing.
Or, if it isn’t a nothing, it might as well be, since whatever it is that is out there is impossible to get from my vantage point. But I think it’s honestly nonexistent.
So it’s kind of a scam culture, which doesn’t surprise me since everything else these days seems like a scam culture as well. It all seems boring and empty.
The magical stuff is too complicated to discuss in this post.
The physical stuff is interesting, and another post in and of itself. I’m still exercising of course, but this year I’ve spent a surprising amount of time on other physical projects, like skin care. I’ve developed a lengthy daily bathroom routine that is all about skin care and cleaning. Cleaning my eyes, my ears, my mouth and gums, using essential oils on my hair and neck, mineral oils on my lips, oil pulling, etc. I’ve learned techniques to clean out my lungs, my sinuses, my inner ears, my tongue, and a lot of other stuff that isn’t coming to mind at the moment, lol.
I figure that if other people are going to be literally inside of me, that I might as well make the situation as comfortable for them as possible. So I’ve prioritized cleanliness this year.
It seems like every year I do some new physical project. One year it might be learning some new type of exercise, another it might be internal organ cleaning, another it might be parasite killing, and this year it’s external cleanliness stuff.
I like the changes. I used to have some problems with chronic sinusitis that I think have been resolved. My vision seems better now, since I’ve resolved to cleaning my eyes and keeping them hydrated and healthy every day. My lips feel better now; they’re not so dry. My gums look fantastic. My tongue is clean, and I can taste food better now, I think. I used to have earwax problems; that is I think a thing of the past. My cheeks aren’t dry anymore so when I shave they don’t get irritated or flakey. My hair looks and feels better since I started putting essential oils on it.
It’s been a learning process, and it’s been fun. And I think I have my girlfriends to thank for getting me started on this journey. It was probably me watching them do their makeup and skin care routines over the years that made me motivated to do all of this.
I was just thinking about this the other day. This stuff isn’t something that people in this area do, lol. At least not middle aged men. I’m probably the only man in my town that uses essential oils daily, lol. And I might be the only person in my town that has heard of oil pulling. When I discussed this with my dentist at my last visit he said he only knew of one other person that had tried it.
But yeah it’s been fun, and I’m glad I embarked on that little journey. It’s not difficult. Compared to the parasite killing that was last year’s focus, this is a walk in the park. It’s easy, and something I can talk to others about, instead of going the whole way alone.
I think my bathroom routine is pretty complete. I clean everything, every inch, every nook and cranny. For hair, I have a few different devices. I have one for my lashes, one for my brows, one for nose and ear canal. Another for outer ear and neck, and another for shoulders and upper arms, and the last device for everything else. It’s a lot, lol. But IDK, it’s fun.
I use Cera Ve oil for my cheeks. For my tongue I have a device that cleans the front, and then another that cleans the back. For general gum health I floss of course, and I have an air flosser for bacteria between the teeth, and an essential oil mixture for an antibacterial mouthwash. And I have another mouthwash for re-enamelizing my teeth, and I use a re-enamelizing toothpaste. I oil pull with mineral oil.
My mouth feels cleaner than if I’d just been to the dentist, and it feels like that all the time. It’s nice. And with my sinuses so clean and healthy, everything stays nice. My breath is really fresh now, all the time. Keeping the tongue super clean does wonders for your breath.
But anyhoo, I guess I can thank my girlfriends for helping/motivating me with that, but now, what else is there? It’s just the same old pictures. I need something new, and if those rumors I heard were true, that would go a long way to making everything interesting again. But since it seems that all of that stuff is a scam, well, that settles that.
So yeah I’m bored as fuck. Nothing is interesting any more.