Today, this morning, the power went out for a couple hours. Scary. I mean, it came back on of course, but I couldn’t check any celeb sites at all during that time. I mean, I couldn’t check any of them. Not one message board. Not one gossip site. Not one twitter. Not one instagram. Not even /b or reddit or those darknet pages I visit now. Yikes. I *need* this stuff. Need it.
The power’s back on now. *Whew*. Thank God. 2 whole hours… I was resigned to maybe not getting a leak update until tonight, or maybe even tomorrow. Not sure what I would have done in that instance. After about an hour and a half, I was honestly considering going down to the library to check on something… I need this stuff, at least until the leaks are done. I mean, I NEED it. Not sure if people really understand this. I NEED this stuff.
I just know something’s coming. Something big, and I need to see it and feel it. That wonderful rush… That moment when you lose your senses and touch the infinite, if only for a second… I live for those moments sometimes, more than anything else. I need them… They complete me sometimes.
I’ll get it, I know I will. I just need to be patient. It will happen.