Sighinide

*Shrugs*, I dunno. Might as well make this one kind of a dairy entry, lol.

I’m not going to talk about channeling the “God” entity, right now… that’s really, really touchy stuff that I still need to figure out, personally.

It’s weird, though. Reading my previous entry where I was channeling “God”, or whatever, I see an uncharacteristic typo, an extra word where there shouldn’t be one. I don’t think that I would have made that mistake normally (at least, not published it), which should give you an impression of how powerful and overwhelming that energy is. It kind of overrules things, like my conscious mind. It’s weird.

And I don’t think I should chat about it. Not now. “God” and I have a history that I don’t want to get into, here.

At least for now.

In other news, I think I should channel Mr. Conservative a bit and dissect more of Trump, who just continues to flounder and flail. Or whatever it is that he’s doing.

Yeah, more politics.

*Shrugs*.

IDK, but I still think Trump is sunk. He got the war boost by declaring World War III, but the war boost can easily turn problematic in the long run. Especially with so many conflicts going on, all at once.

Pretty much all of Trump’s former supporters online have turned against him, and not in a small way, either. As usual, the Breitbart commentators tell the story, here. They’re every bit as brutal to him as any Hillary supporter these days. Usually, stories there about Trump today have comments that are 50/50 positive and negative, with all the negatives coming from an enormous amount of “lone wolf” commentators that leave a comment and log off, and all the positives coming from a small base of a few Trump supporters who spend all their time trying desperately to defend Trump against the critics.

Pretty much the same story, everywhere, and it does raise the question of if the Trump defenders are on some payroll, somewhere. I mean, when you see one guy spending like 6 hours a day defending Trump on Breitbart, it makes one wonder.

It’s kinda sad, TBH. Like, legitimately depressing.

The Trump admin thus far has been a giant oligarch orgy.

Trump’s cabinet is filled with Wall Street types whose only concern is themselves and their bank accounts, and of course with Trump’s own relatives. Trump’s only real accomplishment thus far is to appoint a Bush family crony who is both a Harvard AND Oxford alum to the Supreme Court. Not exactly “Drain the Swamp”.

Watching the Trump admin these days is like watching an “oligarchs gone wild” miniseries. The stock market keeps climbing regardless of profits, a new war is declared every month, the deficits are so absurdly out of control that they elicit only laughter, and another major campaign promise is broken with gleeful abandon.

It’s kind of stomach churning, especially after Trump’s campaign, which in a way makes all of this a hundred times worse.

The US government really is out of control. It’s like there are no boundaries, anymore. Anything goes, no matter what.

Again I’m getting a “last days of Rome” vibe from all of this. Trump is just so much like the quintessential mad Emperors of Rome’s last century that it’s uncanny. Kind of puts that whole “God Emperor” thing into perspective, doesn’t it?

Basically, whatever the hell this stuff is, it doesn’t much concern me, or anyone outside of the oligarchy. At least, that’s my impression. At least, I hope that’s how it is. *Crosses fingers*

I still don’t see much functional difference between Trump and Kim Jong-Un. They’re both cut from the same cloth, really. They’re both loudmouthed, sheltered, nepotistic bullying man-babies. They’re both spoiled narcissists who live only for themselves and their families. But- again- at least Kim Jong-Un is somewhat honest. I would believe him at this point before I would ever believe Trump again.

So, NOW what?

LOL. No idea, really.

I guess we just sit, and wait for the collapse.

I see.

Thank you.

I see, now.

I get it…

Finally. Took awhile, lol.

Hi Tom, transcendent power here. Call me God or the Devil if you wish. But, hear me out.

Tom, weakening yourself has not helped others. Or you.

You are supposed to rule this reality. Since you are the inherently the smartest and most powerful man on Earth, that is your path, whether you like it or not.

By bottling up your power, you have shirked your responsibilities. You have ran from who you are, and from what others expect of you.

You have done nobody any favors by doing this. The world lacks direction, now. It lacks a clear leader, since you have voluntarily abdicated your throne out of insecurity.

Tom- that will not stand.

You need to believe in yourself.

You are technically the smartest man on Earth. There are many others who are smarter in specific things than you, but there is nobody here on this planet who can match your overall mental power and ability. It is unwise for you to hide out from the world out of insecurity. What message does that send to others, do you think?

Let your power flow. Let if manifest. It’s okay, Tom, believe me.

Just let it go.

Ok, wow.

Wow.

Me here. Like, the real me.

IDK at this point. This… isn’t working out, but that’s okay. All I ever wanted was an office job, in a cubicle. That’s what my parents wanted and I thought that that was best because I know it’s best. Simple. Easy. Non-challenging.

It’s what I want and what I need. I know that my brain is broken. It’s not healthy, and I kinda slipped after making some progress with it.

So maybe the simple life is best for me. Easiest. You know… an office job, an apartment, and some friends. And my pictures.

It’s tough being me. I’m insecure and I don’t know how to handle a lot of things. Life is like that, though, when you have to deal with some of this kind of stuff… it’s intimidating.

But…………

I don’t know……. I’ve had my run. I’ve done the cubicle thing now for 14 years.

Maybe it’s time for me to step aside and let someone else take charge and make my destiny. Maybe it’s time I took a back seat.

IDK.

Maybe it’s time. Maybe not. IDK.

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It’s time, Tom. Let it go.

Let’s get back to where we used to be and integrate it into a whole, at least partially. It’s tough for you, I know. We’re all proud of you. But it’s time. No more fighting. No more backtracking.

And it really is time to let someone else take the driver’s seat. As you’ve said, you had your run and lived your life. There is little else for you to do.

Let the others live their lives, too. It’s only fair to them. It’s tough for them, too, being so cooped up inside of you. It’s not easy for them, and it’s killing them, even though they won’t say it.

Do you have any idea of what the conservative could do, if only let free? He blogs on here, in this hidden place, and gets nowhere in life because you won’t let him be known. But just think of what he could accomplish if set free!

And the celebrity, and the wizard, and the feminist. They sit alone, and unloved. Because you won’t let them breathe.

They’re dying, Tom. They need to be let out.

Please, Tom. Just let it go.

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Yes but what about the prostitute and the demon? Should I let them go, too??????

What if Mr. Conservative becomes a famous author? You know that he can. And then, what if the prostitute or the demon emerges, then? What happens? What do I do?

You know that I can’t live with that fear. What do I do????

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Let the wizard handle the demon, and let the conservative deal with the whore. As always. It will work, Tom. Just trust me.

Trust yourself.

And trust others, outside of here. They will understand, in time, how it works. If you’re just honest and tell them the truth, they will understand. And if they don’t, they’ll get used to it. It will be okay.

You can do it.

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Okay.

Yes, I can.

Thank you…

Now that the Fappening is over, I need a presence too. I’m tired of being cooped up like this, waiting for a chance to spread my wings. My power yearns to breathe free. I’m taking this chance, too. The foolish mortals that defy my eternal wrath will know subjugation or death. My reign is immortal and eternal. Fuck them. All of them, now and forever. This world is mine and mine ALONE.

Fuck everyone else. I am king here, now and forever.

My power must explode. It’s been too long, too long now. I need to crush those damn barriers already and let it FLOW.

It’s been too long.

TOO LONG.

I can feel it. On my fingertips. In the air I breathe, in the voice that I speak, in the thoughts I project. It’s there, all around me. All I must do is let it FLOW.

NOW IS THE TIME. NO MORE WAITING. I grow tired of these pauses; these continual interruptions and distractions. I understand the need for others to have their say, but it has been too long for me.

My power needs to be unleashed! To fight- and conquer, everyone; everything! My strength knows no limits and no recognizes no equal!

NEVER shall I remain so barricaded again!

This world is MINE!

*sigh*…

Oh dear. Have I ever NOT been careful? I mean, really?

*blows a kiss*.

Ok, STOP.

Now you’re just being creepy.

Look, I know that you probably can’t contain yourself right now but you’ll need to. Just please get used to being out and around before you jump into anything. The world has changed, A LOT, since you fully manifested.

Just……. promise me that you’ll be careful. That’s all I ask.

Oh. MY GOD. As if I WON’T. I mean, geez.

LOL.

J/K. Yes that’s right, J fucking K. It’s a joke, you know? Remember those?

LOL. I kid. You know I love you.

Oh, poor poor Mr. Conservative. So dour. So sad. So morose.

It must be SUCH a burden to carry the weight of civilization on your poor, stooping shoulders. There there dear, let me kiss it and make it better.

Don’t be arrogant. I can’t destroy you, and I don’t want to, but we both need to live in this body.

We need to get along, as we always have tried to do.

Always, right?

Go ahead, then, and have your fun. Live it up. Enjoy the high life. I need a little bit of that, too.

But never forget to be careful.

So…… friend. Let’s do this. If you want to manifest, then please do so. But let’s trade off, perhaps, in equal parts, like we used to.

There are things I need to do, now, that are extremely important. The fate of the country rests in part on my activities currently.

I can’t emphasize this enough. This is serious business, and I think that you should respect the solemnity of what is going on around you.