Sighinide

*shrug*

Honestly, IDK. I guess I need to blog about this regularly but I mean, christ, I’m bored.

IDK.

I’m… not the person I was 20 years ago, lol. Back then, or even 10 years ago, I made it a mission to sleep with 2, 3, 4 or more girls, every day, in order to keep things running smoothly. I think I blogged about this before, at various points. I think it was the “running an empire” stuff that used to fascinate me so much.

Since then I’ve been slowly but surely winding down the time I spend doing sexual things with my girlfriends. I think that now on average I do something once per day. I might do something twice on one day, or not at all on another, but overall, I think the average is once, daily. And even then I’m having to struggle to remember, sometimes. I’ve become so distant with this stuff that sometimes people feel a need to remind me, I guess because they think I’ve forgotten about them, or something.

IDK. Am I just getting older? Or what?

IDK.

Honestly, it’s just so boring. There is very little out there anymore that is truly interesting to me.

Taylor Swift is on tour, and wow, that just… could not interest me less. I keep forgetting, honestly. It’s just… boring, all of it. Everything I’ve seen from her new tour is just a “meh”, or worse, ugly and nasty, like… you know, that one video. The one before the tour. Whatever the case, I’m not bothering to even look into it, anymore.

I’m really struggling to find any new girls interesting enough to sleep with. I just don’t find them interesting on any level. I mean, pretty, yes. Interesting? No.

Fifteen years ago I would probably be banging Jenna Ortega on a weekly basis. Now? Nah. I honestly don’t think I’ve ever touched her, and I might actually never even get around to it. Same with… IDK, everyone else, lol.

I’m just really, reeeeeeally bored. Like, crushingly, brutally bored. I’m so bored that I can’t even find the energy to pretend to be interested, anymore. There’s just… nothing out there that is interesting. Pretty? Yes, there are many pretty girls out there. But that’s it, they’re just pretty.

TBH, I can see my interest in this stuff waning further, with time. It’ll be a reality one day that I do something once every other day, perhaps, and then, even less frequently. It’s life, I guess.

I still have to get around to saving the new pictures from the recent Oscars ceremony. I keep forgetting to do so. But… yeah.

To be blunt, I think the only thing that might serve to make me interested again is seeing something not public, i.e. like the stuff that I’ve heard exists elsewhere, “sets” and such, of people. But I’ve still no idea where such things can be found or how to get them, or even if they exist, like at all.

You know, like those ones that we saw during the “fappening” seven years ago or whatever.

Something like that might make me more interested, but I’ve no clue where to find any of that stuff, or even who can point me in the right direction to do so, so… *shrug*.

I’m just really, really bored. What I need is something material, something real, to get me interested again. Without that, there is nothing to… do anything with.

As it stands right now, I think I’m just going to have to cleave off a bunch of relationships, mostly because… IDK. I mean, it’s not like they did anything wrong, I guess (or did they? And if they did, does that even matter? Or… whatever, honestly) but just because I literally can’t get it up for them anymore, at all, for any circumstances. There’s just nothing there.

I’m not going to waste time figuring out who, at this point. It’ll just happen naturally.

But yeah, I think I summarized things well here. I need to plot out my future, and for that, and to do future things, I’ll need save my energy and direct it towards such planning.

Ugh, well, that it for this essay, which I honestly hated writing, since it was so fucking boring to even discuss this crap. But, I feel like I have to do it, so…

Blah. Well, I’m not going to be with anyone today. I think I’ll just exercise again and go to bed. Or maybe read a book, or something.

Or maybe both.

Yeah, both, I think. That sounds interesting.

I’ve been tweeting a bit lately and enjoying it, so why not blog something, too. It’s been awhile it seems. My last post here was on the first of the month, wow.

Uhm, well, I don’t have much to say right now. I mean, I do, it’s just… almost midnight, and I’m getting a little tired. I mean, I actually do have a lot to say, it’s just that… IDK, I’ve been busy I guess. Or maybe the stuff is too important and I don’t know how to start talking about it, or… IDK.

Well, you have to start somewhere, lol.

I guess my random laugh of the day, aside from the twitter nonsense, was the… chuckle(?) I got from realizing that one of the new exercises I’ve been doing this year, Kang Squats, are called… Kang Squats. Yes, Kang Squats. Like the Marvel character. You know, the one in the new Kathryn movie.

I laughed, yes, because of the name. It’s like… IDK, while doing them I got an image in my head of doing Thanos Presses, or Galactus Curls. I was like… wut, lol. Yes, I literally laughed because of the name.

Not my proudest moment, lol.

Speaking of Marvel… IDK about the new movie, TBH. I’ll probably watch it of course if for no other reason than to see Kathy, but still, people just don’t seem as enamored with this one as the prior major entries in the franchise. IDK, since I missed most of those.

I have been watching the hell out of the old Marvel cartoons on Disney+, tho. The 90’s ones. Those are really good. I saw most of them as a teen back when they first aired but I’ve forgotten them since, so this is basically like a fresh watch, and they’re a lot of fun. The plots are simple for the most part. Bad guys try to wreak havoc, good guys stop them before the allotted time runs out. But beneath the simplicity of the outlay is some depth.

The world building in these shows is superb. The creativity is obvious, and the visuals are pretty nice, too, and sometimes even excellent.

And they have the old comic style to them that I like. I’m not a fan of mixing political commentary with superheroes-in-tights fight scenes. There is a real optimism in the style, and the characters, even the bad guys, are uniformly pleasant to watch. And there’s nothing inserted within the shows to be purposefully annoying, which is very nice. And the colors are bright, and it’s easy at all times to tell who’s who and who is doing what and why.

A lot of people are rejecting the new Marvel stuff because it apparently lacks everything I mentioned above. The CGI is everywhere and it’s too complicated to understand, the characters are too complicated, the plots are too complicated, there’s too much politics, too much annoying shit, etc. And I’ve heard people talk about the heroes not being “heroic” enough, to the point where they don’t even wear their costumes as much as they should, and other stuff. IDK, because I’ve haven’t seen almost all of the new movies. And there’s too much darkness. Not in style, but as in literally, like people need to turn the lights on.

I’m just staying away from it, same as I’m staying away from everything new from Star Trek/Wars and DC, etc. Honestly, I’m a middle aged man. I’m too old to be impressed with any “deep” political commentary delivered by someone standing in front of an obvious green screen wearing a rubber mask and neon colored tights.

90’s Marvel is good stuff, tho. I like the shows and will continue to watch them.

The crown jewel of them all seems to be the Silver Surfer series. That is a very good series, much smarter and more poignant than the others. Also better written, and it has the best visuals of them all.

Watching that show I was really impressed. Every episode seemed to be a study on mind control, and also on the importance of memory and purpose. Very interesting stuff.

I’m midway through Iron Man and Fantastic Four now. Good stuff. Fun to watch. Fantastic Four in particular has a strong Silver Age vibe I’m digging.

Watching these series I was struck also with how much their content has been leached by others. I’ve seen characters, situations and visuals that were copied directly from these series by Japanese manga artists and anime shows, for instance.

Maybe these series are underrated in general.

In other news… love makes you do weird stuff. I spent forty five minutes today looking for an online copy of Stefanie Scott’s old E.P., New Girl in Town. She removed it from her Spotify. I just… wanted to hear it, again. Not sure why, I guess it’s just because it was by Stefanie Scott.

I couldn’t find any of it, anywhere. I did tho find an old copy on one of my external drives. I can see why she removed it; it wouldn’t fit at all with her current image. Honestly, it wouldn’t even fit in with current Disney, which is… kinda baffling, honestly. I mean, the company, not the situation. Or maybe I mean both.

Yeah tho, love does make you do weird stuff for sure. I might be the only 40+ year old man on Earth to listen to that EP this year, or even this decade. It’s old Disney kid stuff that was pretty obscure even upon release. This wasn’t Selena Gomez and the Scene or Demi Lovato, for sure.

IDK, I guess I just love the sound of her voice, or something. Like it makes me feel comfortingly happy. I mean, even though it doesn’t even sound like her at all in the way she talks or sings now, but still… IDK.

Love is a weird thing. Almost inexplicable sometimes.

You know- I need to get out more. I think I’m nursing an epic case of cabin fever, here. I’ll make it a point to do so this year.

In regards to the pushups, I still have the problem of there not being enough space on the offer. It’s like… I’m a tall guy, much taller than average, and I have long arms for my height. And the rooms I have to work with are small, and have a lot of furniture.

I’m kinda stuck, then. It’s like… I can do them, but, I have to worry about bonking my head or elbows on something, and I have to think about how to get up off the ground, and it’s an awful pain.

For the pilates, the unused bed in the guest room will suffice. I mean, there is literally nowhere else for me to do them, lol.

IDK

I need a space to gather some thoughts here on this, so uh… here.

I actually took a couple months off from exercising, believe it or not. I mean, except for like… sporadic stuff. IDK, maybe I wasn’t feeling well. It’s possible. That… illness, or whatever, was never formally diagnosed, and it seemed to come and go as it pleased.

But nevertheless, this year has been much much better than previous ones. I still think I might have fixed things by killing the you-know-whats, so good.

But I still took a lot of time off. I do this sporadically, and TBH it seems to help things in the long term. That way when I go back to working out I do so with a fresh eye. It allows me to re-consider things and to cleanly re-draw the map, so to speak.

Every year I add more… stuff, to the routines I do, and this year is no different. I’ve added a handful of squat variations to my basic dumbbell routine, which should make the onboarding process to the hallowed pistol squats a little easier. Because Christ, those things are tough. I still can’t get even close to a good form with those. I need to some transitionary exercises, and the ones I’ve added should suffice.

I also filled in a few gaps in my basic dumbbell routine, things like overhead shrugs, etc. What I’m trying to do here (and, I think, have successfully done), is to hit every muscle, basically, from my neck to my ankles, with three or four basic dumbbell exercises. To execute, I do the whole routine in one fell swoop, for a grand cardio… experience. A true whole body routine, with those comfortable, contoured PVC dumbbells I love so much. It’s a lot of fun.

That’s the standing dumbbell routine. For the laying down one, what I’m doing now is a complete routine- presses, scapula presses, flys, triceps stuff, etc, and everything else. And then, I’m doing it over again, with a pilates twist, by re-doing everything with my feet and legs elevated in the air. And then, I’m doing it all over yet again, in the bridge position. Not with heavy weights, lol. Just those PVC things. Hilariously weird but it works, the pilates style stuff and the bridge routine I do to increase my core strength, since I guess I’ve figured out the next step in my pilates stuff, too.

For the pilates, my long term goal is to incorporate a variety of bridge-based leg lifts, circles, and other types of exercises, but I don’t quite have hip strength, yet. Hence the dumbbell stuff I discussed above. They will serve as a… bridge, lol, to doing those.

Also this year I’m doing incline pilates exercises, too, by propping myself up and doing leg circles, lifts, corkscrews, butterflys etc. at an incline, which is… different, IDK. It’s much harder, in some ways. I’m still doing the traditional stuff too, of course.

All of this pilates stuff is now being done because all of the traditional exercises are too easy. I’ve mastered stuff like oblique V-ups, for instance. There’s no challenge there anymore, so I need to go hunting again. I mean, you know.

For now I’m nixing the pushups and doing isometrics instead, since those are more fun. Fun is a key element, here. Pushups just aren’t… fun, lol. So I’ll do them some other time. Maybe I’ll wait on those and finish the bridge stuff and the squat stuff first, IDK. That should make them easier anyhow.

I mean, any guy who can do a pistol squat should be able to do pushups easy too, right?

I mean, IDK, lol. I guess we’ll see.

I still have “noodle arms”, though, as was pointed out in Frenemies. I mean… IDK.

It’s kinda weird, honestly. My arms are still spindly looking but oddly enough I’m confident that I’m stronger than 99% of the adult population out there. It’s strange. I mean, when I go out and look around, I often struggle to find anybody, really, that I suspect could match me in terms of overall strength, despite how my arms look, lol.

There is always that one guy, though, for sure, lol.

It’s a good thing that my exercise goals so closely match those of my girlfriends. There’s a kind of serendipity there for sure.

I’m not sure I’ve talked about this much but I also do face exercises- the facial yoga stuff that is popular with women, chiefly. I like that stuff, too. I make it a point to work out every muscle on my face regularly. Like… seriously, lol. I have them all catalogued, and have been cobbling together my facial exercise routine for something like 15 years now, off and on. I hit everything, including the eyes. It’s a lot of fun, sometimes, which is I guess kinda the theme here.

I wish pushups were more fun, lol. I mean, you have to get down on the carpet and it’s dirty down there and kinda dusty and… you know.

So, yeah. The long term goal here is to, by the end of this year, perfect my bridge dumbbell exercises, incorporate a variety of bridge based exercises into my pilates routine, perfect my incline pilates exercises, and, maybe, do a full pistol squat, with good form.

Maybe the pushups will wait for next year. IDK. I will continue with isometrics though for sure.

Ok, good, then. For this little corner of my life I got a plan going.

I can’t believe I literally just sat and begged to McKenna for tickets to see her concert. Like, literally, I just shamelessly begged, pleaded, whined, threw tantrums, practically cried, etc.

And I did this in front of the whole world.

Whether this was really really brave or really really pathetic I’m not sure.

I guess we’ll let history decide this one.

Oh yeah, I forgot to choose a winner.

Uhm… Laura?

Yeah, that one. Laura… Marano. Or maybe the other one, IDK.

You know, Vanessa? Or I mean, like, the other Laura, maybe. Like… that one, you know?

Nah, Laura Marano.

Or maybe like… Vicky.

No I think it’s Laura.

Yeah, Laura. So… ok, then.

Yup.

Yeah.

Well, that was a great birthday! I got a lot of great stuff, from sooooo many people.

The winner, this year? Kathy Newton, for sure.

You know what, tho? I’d say everyone’s a winner! Or at least- everyone that participated, because of course, you were kind of supposed to.

See- it’s important that people try, even if they don’t take home the prize.

But that’s neither here nor there anymore, really, because you know what’s more important, right now?

Tomorrow!

Because tomorrow is Valentine’s Day, and you know what that means- tomorrow is a great day for… presents! And, especially and most importantly, presents from my girlfriends, of course.

See- this situation here is kind of a win-win for all involved, I’d say. I mean I think it’s a great opportunity for all of the…. runners up, and all of the… people who just I guess kinda forgot, to make sure that they get noticed, too.

So- everyone now gets a second chance to win! Isn’t that great? I know I think it is!

So we’re going to be re-doing the competition again, tomorrow, and I’ll be sorting out the presents and the winners and losers again and categorizing and grading everything for… posterity, honestly, and not for purely selfish reasons, because that would be uncouth- and we’ll see who wins, then.

It’s for posterity, really. I mean, because this stuff is historical, and such. I mean, it’s like… a piece of world history, or something.

So… yeah. It’s gonna be so fun, really, sorting out allllll the great gifts I get tomorrow! I can’t wait!

And no pressure, either. Because I mean, even though I’ll be grading everybody it’s not like it matters, right? What matters is of course that you try. I mean because like… I’m not selfish, really. Just… motivational! Yeah, I’m just like, inspirational, and stuff.

It’s gonna be sooooo fun!

I think that the best thing about birthdays isn’t the presents- I mean, at least not necessarily- but the thought behind them, which is of course just sooooo important in my relationships, considering that they’re all basically thought based.

So I’ll be sure to keep a running tally of allllll the gifts I get tomorrow. I mean, not for petty reasons, naturally, but for important ones- the thought behind them, of course.

So I’ll definitely make sure to keep a checklist, I mean, you know, to make sure that I get all the good… thoughts, and such, that make this stuff work so well.

I think it’s best to keep an inventory of these things, you know. I mean, just for future reference.

So I’ll be sure to make sure that I carefully document who gives me what tomorrow, if only for posterity. I mean, not that that means anything, but…..

Did I mention that my birthday is tomorrow? I’m pretty sure I did, but just in case I didn’t, I just wanted to make sure that everyone knows that my birthday is tomorrow.

Because it is- my birthday’s tomorrow. Hence my need, of course, to document the presents, and other… details. Because it’s the thought that counts, really. The thought behind the presents.

Which I’ll be receiving tomorrow.

I mean, of course. Especially from my girlfriends, who are just so…. giving, really. It’s a wonder, you know? It’s the reason I love them so much.

Soooooo… just fyi, really.

I’m not taking the bait.

Nope. Not even a little bit.

I’ve been following all of this… drama, and all these… shenanigans, and… all the rest of it, for weeks now.

And nope- not this time.

See- I know what you guys want me to do, but sorry, I’m staying out of it.

I see the headlines- I know about Disney and the financial stuff, the stock price problems, the theme park issues, the brand problems, and the rest of it- and I see the other attendant news, like Nelson Peltz’s crusade to change Disney’s corporate culture, etc.

See- I get that, along with everyone else. But what I see and others don’t is what Peltz’s daughter, Nicola Peltz- one of my ex-girlfriends- is also trying to do, too. To me.

And I see what Selena is doing, too, with her. See- I know Selena. I get her. I’m quite familiar with her machinations at this point, after having dated her for fifteen years now.

So- nope. No bait is been taken; none is on my plate, and in fact- none is on the menu, either.

For those not privy to what I’m talking about, I’ve been following some odd behavior lately amongst Selena and those around her. Odd enough, actually, to make me give her a little bit of distance. Not much, mind you- but, a bit more than usual. Lately she’s been hanging out a lot with Nicola Peltz… who… well, let’s not get into my history with her, here. That’s another essay. But needless to say we have one, and I think Selena is trying to maneuver me back into a relationship with her, perhaps to draw my attention for some reason to what her father is doing, with… Disney, of course. Remember- Selena was Disney.

So, they’re trying to verrrry subtly draw me in a certain direction, perhaps in fact to do so without me noticing. Selena has interestingly enough joked publicly about “threesomes” with her, Nicola, and Beckham. Which… got my attention. Which she wanted. But what she didn’t is, I think, me noticing such things.

I think. Although perhaps me noticing is what she does want me to think, in which case… well, let’s just say that I see other things too. Things I won’t say, here. So, then.

Well.

Ahem.

No bait, then. I shall wait, and see how this shakes out, and for what reason.

Regardless there are other things happening that I shall stay away from, as well. And… I might write about those things, later.

It looks like… oof, there is yet more controversy about Disney woke stuff all over the internet.

Oof.

I’m talking about the Proud Family movie or something, whatever it is that is the latest in that franchise. Check out the scores on RT.

Critics have the movie at 100%, audiences at 10%.

Oof. Not even going to try watching that one. I have no idea what it’s about, and don’t care. That is just… added drama, that I don’t need to know about or watch. An unnecessary headache.

I mean with those kinds of scores, watching anything with these characters is like willingly traversing a minefield, when you could walk around it just as easily.

I guess I’ll never know if I like that franchise or not, or what it’s even about, lol.

I’m kinda… still staying away from a lot of the recent stuff.

Last night I made an exception and took the plunge on one of their newer shows, Gabby Duran and the Unsittables.

I remember watching a random episode of this back when I was in the hospital a couple of years ago. I was bleeding out of multiple organs and completely blitzed out of my mind on fentanyl and I remember not minding the show much, then. IDK, lol.

But I remember the lead being… very pretty. And she defo is, holy mackerel. I mean this chick is gorgeous.

So I watched the first ep last night and maaaaaan, what an unpleasant experience. I reeeeeeally didn’t like it. I mean the girl was fucking cute as hell but her character was just… oof.

It had the same problem as the latest Star Wars stuff. Simultaneously boring and annoying, in equal quantities. I mean Gabby herself was just a spoiled brat, a consummate Mary Sue type of character. I guess she gets everything handed to her on a silver platter because she’s pretty? I mean, that’s what I would do, lol, but that doesn’t exactly make for a compelling narrative.

Audience were very split on this one. Some people loved it and others absolutely loathed it. Personally, I fall into the latter camp, as far as shows go. I will not be continuing with the series.

But like… yeah, okay.

I’d reeeeally not like to waste time writing out yet another spiel on wokeness and politics and all of that nonsense, so I’m going to spare myself a migraine and just stop this one here, thank god.

Oof.

Honest question- is there anything out there more gross than pornography?

One of the benefits of getting older is I guess that you see the ugliness and dumbness inherent in so much of the stuff that passes for popular culture. It’s wonderful. It’s so freeing, so great, to just… not give a fuck.

It’s life changing, for the better. A revelation.

Before Christmas last year, I combed through the Apple TV archives, looking for interesting stuff. I was on Selena’s twitter back then and Apple TV was offering a deal of two free months for her fans, if they were to sign up for a trial, or something. So I thought about it.

I combed through all of Apple TV, and found… a lot of dull looking… stuff. Boring looking stuff, annoying looking stuff, dumb looking stuff, somewhat interesting looking stuff that I had already seen variations of before, and… the Selena documentary thing.

I was like… maybe I’ll sign up, just for the Selena thing. And then I forgot about the offer until after Christmas. When I looked it up again the offer had expired.

I mean… whatever.

It’s wonderful, isn’t it? The freedom to not give a fuck about dumb stuff anymore. It’s absolutely wonderful.

The only broadcast TV I watch is still the parade of idiocy that is MSNBC, when I watch it with my parents at dinner. It’s always unfailingly comical and stupid. Seriously- it’s really difficult to take literally any of this crap with a straight face. Everything is dumb- the guests are dumb, the anchors are dumb, the ads are dumb, the topics of the day are dumb, it’s literally an endless carnival of dumb, dumb, dumb.

And to think- MSNBC is supposedly smarter than CNN these days. At least, that’s what my parents think. They stopped watching CNN for MSNBC because, according to them, CNN was getting “too stupid”. And they’re not alone- the ratings for both channels seem to say that MSNBC is actually the “better” of the two channels. The mind boggles.

It’s wonderful, isn’t it? Not giving a fuck about any of this idiotic stuff. Honestly, getting older kinda kicks ass in some ways.

I feel now the same about top 40 radio. Seriously. I can’t muster up the energy to give a crap about… any of it. Last time I looked the charts were filled with a bunch of severely ugly people with nauseating face tattoos ranting incoherently about dumb stuff, and also a bunch of women singing about feminism or something like it. And the songs don’t even sound fun anymore.

Wonderful, again. The freedom- it’s just heaven on Earth.

I checked out of Taylor Swift after giving Reputation a listen. It was just horrifyingly bad, a catastrophic drop in quality after 1989. I had purchased all of her albums up to that one, but that one just… killed it, it was so dreadful. I never bothered after that point to look up any of her other stuff, except to try a few “Taylor’s versions” of a few of her old hits, only to find that they were basically the same as the older stuff, but maybe with tweaked production values.

Not worth investing time or money in, then. So I didn’t.

I’m not sure if I’m just… getting old, or what. But I mean… wow, is it just me, or does literally everything today look… unwatchable?

I’ve tried even looking at porn, online. All of it looked… boring, or ugly, or at worst, nauseating. None of it looked “hot”. At times there are different “sets” released of actresses and celebrities such doing sexual things with others, and they’re just… bad looking.

I’ve written before about this here, but I mean… yeah, I don’t find any of that interesting.

I just can’t be bothered to look at anything new. I still frequent message boards devoted to sexy celebrity content and literally nothing I see looks interesting anymore sexually, save for random pics of, IDK, Kathryn Newton. I can’t muster up the calorie of energy I would need to use to download any new “sex scenes” because it would be a waste of bandwidth and storage on my new machine. It’s just… yuck. I can’t help it, it all looks so fucking gross.

I’m sorry but I’m wayyyy too old, apparently, to find two ugly, talentless losers bumping uglies together “hot”. I can’t help it. There’s no glamour anymore. No mystery, and thus no excitement. It all just looks overwhelmingly pathetic.

Porn just sucks. Sex scenes suck, just… IDK, it all just sucks.

Out of sheer boredom I’ve decided to investigate more of the “hidden” world of celeb nudes. Gag. Hopefully I don’t find anything nasty enough to make me re-think my relationships.

It’s like… god, UGH. I’m going to have to hold my nose while combing through this awful crud, I’m sure. For every one interesting looking picture of some pretty actress I’m sure there’s going to be at least one of some ugly loser. Gag. I’ll keep a trashcan nearby in case I need to throw up at some point.

I really need something else to do with my time.

Lately I’ve been using my exercise bike for like 5, 6 hours a day. I’m just… bored, and the pilates wasn’t really doing the job, anyways, of getting to where I wanted to be. I just… hit another plateau.

And it’s just… ugh, but I really need something to do while I use the bike, and ugh, you can only play so many of those dumb mobile games before you want to throw your tablet across the room.

I dug out my old eReader the other day, though, and started to give The Adventures of Tom Sawyer another read. I haven’t read it since… IDK, honestly. But it was good, smart and very funny. Maybe I’ll just finish that instead of worrying about this other stupid garbage.

I do, though, want to look into the hidden celeb stuff, if only to verify to myself how awful and nauseating I suspect that stuff actually is. It’s going to be like… a car wreck, isn’t it? You just have to look.

Gag. I know that more shit is going to come out on Amazon Prime this year. I suppose I will at least look through it… I guess. But I mean, ugh. I already know it’s going to be bad, lol. A lot of dumb gay shit, some dumb trans shit, a bunch of dumb interracial shit, some really, really subpar looking fantasy and Sci-Fi, and a lot of other garbage I’m sure.

Well, there’s always 90’s stuff out there, somewhere.

Yuck. Well, at least I have my eReader.